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Exclusive Excerpt: "El Gato Gris" by Alex Hernandez, from 'The Speculative Detective Agency: Case Files of the Supernatural and Fantastic'

Latinx in Publishing is pleased to exclusively reveal a story from The Speculative Detective Agency: Case Files of the Supernatural and Fantastic, edited by Matthew David Goodwin and Richie Narvaez (out on October 6, 2026) courtesy of Diversion Books.

Trust the Mystery

The Speculative Detective Agency is a global organization of agents confronting cases that defy conventional logic: haunted environments that resist documentation; a Bloody Mary sighting at an elementary school; half a demon terrorizing a neighborhood; and an office staffed entirely by functional zombies. Released to the public for the first time, these cases create a mosaic of strange investigations filled with monsters, myths, and personal mysteries reflecting our fractured yet shared global reality where borders blur, consequences ripple, and no story exists in isolation.

Acclaimed sci-fi/fantasy, crime fiction, and horror writers have been commissioned to contribute, including Scott Alderberg, Frederick Aldama, Heather E. Ash, Megan Chee, Victor De Anda, Alex Grecian, Alex Hernandez, Monique Laban, Lincoln Michel, Richie Narvaez, Stephanie Nina Pitsirilos, Nadia Amina Rabbani, Karlo Yeager Rodriguez, Lekha Sen, Amber Sparks, and Martin Willis.  

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“El Gato Gris”

The instant Agent Araceli Turey touched the handle to Joaquin Henriquez’s room in La Palmita Nursing Home, cold electricity sizzled up her spine. She opened the door and stepped into what she knew to be 1930s Cuba. A night-club, a smaller, less glitzy Tropicana. The heavy phantoms of rum and cigar hung in the air. Live music blared and gor-geous dresses whirled. No one noticed Celi in her sensible business-casual attire, hair in a ponytail, smartwatch aglow. She was the ghost here, a psychometric vision.

She drifted deeper into the club trying to take it all in.

The song wound down and a spotlight scorched a stage at the far end of the dancehall. Without taking a step, she floated toward it. No one saw or felt her pass through them. They were enraptured by the dapper man onstage, pinstriped suit and boater hat stylishly askew on his head. The large banner draped over the stage read, “El Gato Gris, Joaquin Henriquez, Mago de Matanzas.” So he was one of the eight people that had died in the nursing home—all at once—no discernible cause of death. The event had been strange enough that the home admin had called the Speculative Detective Agency.

Everyone whistled and cheered as a lovely woman, dark skin gleaming in a vibrant, stupendously flared skirt and ruffled sleeves, sauntered onto the platform and took Joaquin’s hand. Her smile a beaming moon in the night. He dipped her as if they had finished a dance, but of course they were just beginning. The people around Celi went silent. Their breath stolen. El Gato Gris took a showy step back and his lovely partner hung in the air, balanced on just one heel. Physics be damned. He spun her slowly, allowing them to admire her beauty and grace, until the wrongness—the impossibility—of her pose sunk in. She glinted like a knife unhurriedly rotating on its point. Suddenly, she kicked her foot off the ground and crossed her legs. No smoke. No mirrors. She just luxuriated in the empty space above the stage like a cat on a windowsill. The crowd erupted in applause. Joaquin looked over his hovering partner, through the mass of partiers, and stared directly at Celi. A brazen smile spread on his face, making one side of his pencil mustache tick upward with the precision of a clock hand.

* * *

“¿Estas bien?” the nursing home administrator asked with some concern in her eyes. The transition back to the pain-fully dreary present shook Agent Turey. She was back in the nursing home hallway, and it was a vacuum compared to the sensory explosion of the rumba hall.

“Yes, I’m fine,” she managed, letting the wave pass. She focused on the sound-muffling carpet, the dated pastels of the walls, the cheap, inoffensive beach scenes hanging on them.

Celi didn’t have to be psychic to know what this woman was thinking: She’s too young for this. Couldn’t the agency have sent a man? Benny Cabrera, the lead detective in the Miami office, had a deep, soothing baritone.

But Celi wanted this assignment. She needed it. “Si. Todo bien.” Her own voice sounded high-pitched and high-strung . . . a little whiny.

Celi realized she had never actually gone into Joaquin Henriquez’s room. She had been stuck there in the hallway, hand on handle. The woman probably thought she was having a panic attack or, worse, suffering from impostor syndrome. She checked her spirit box, and it told her what the vibrat-ing atoms in her fingertips were already shouting: The room buzzed with energy.

“You said there wasn’t a storm last night that could’ve cut off the power, shut off the AC? This is summer in Florida. The heat could’ve killed everyone.”

“No storm, Agent Turey, and we have generators for hurricanes and things like that. We take good care of our viejitos,” the woman—“Sandra,” the name tag read—said, shaking her head. Accusations of negligence, abuse, and wrongful death were being lobbed at the nursing home since last week’s tragedy. “Remember. I called you.”

Celi had checked the weather on the night of the deaths. Hot, in the eighties that night, but no storms to take out the power. She’d poured over the coroner’s report. All patients—with ages ranging from seventy-three to ninety-nine—died of a stroke. Possibly overheating, but their body temperatures were normal when the paramedics arrived.

The news vans had already moved on in search of fresh carrion. Agent Cabrera urged her to file a report and close it up. Lots of old people died in nursing homes. Her grandmother Lola died in a place like this. And this was one of the smaller incidents. Just last year, twelve people had died in a Broward County home. But this situation didn’t add up. Every case Celi studied had a catalyst: bad weather, high tem-peratures, abusive staff, horrid living conditions, a homicidal patient—she couldn’t find one here. Except that this room shuddered at her touch.

“Why haven’t you gone in?” Sandra asked, growing agitated.

Celi had toured the entire facility with no problem at all, but this door. The vision. Had it rattled her? “The room feels,” she started to say . . . awful? icky? low vibrational? She looked for a more professional word. “Heavy.”

Sandra sucked her teeth, opened the door to the room, and squeezed past her. “Dale, entra.” The room was utterly ordinary. Beige furniture. A neatly made bed. Pictures of some kids at Disney World. Pill bottles everywhere. The miasma of old age. It could’ve been her grandmother’s room, only the little San Lazaro figurine that never left Lola’s nightstand was missing.

The attendant motioned to a vintage poster of El Gato Gris theatrically sawing his partner in half. “Joaquin was a stage magician back in Cuba.” Celi could see the young woman’s name just under his, y La Pícara Justina. Painted devils hooped and hollered around them as he hacked away with that roguish smile. The poster had faded from years of being hung up too close to the window.

“Was La Pícara Justina here too?” Celi asked, methodically sweeping her spirit box around the room, over the bed, the drawers, the poster. The modified radio hissed and spat. The word “juego” came through clearly then . . . more static.

“Who?” asked Sandra.

“The girl on the poster.” Celi adjusted the dial to a differ-ent frequency.

“Oh no. We don’t know who that was. He never mentioned her. Probably a girl from the cabaret he performed at.”

“I’ll bet,” she mumbled to herself. The spirit box seemed to agree. After a few seconds, without taking her eyes from her little device, Celi ventured, “Why did you call the Speculative Detective Agency? This tragedy seems so mundane.”

“So you don’t think there is something, no se, supernatural about all this?”

“There’s something supernatural here now. I felt prickles of it when I walked into the building, and I’m definitely picking up something here in this room.” She lifted the spirit box as if to prove there was something scientific about all of this, as if tobacco smoke from a hundred years ago hadn’t raked her eyes out in the hallway. “But I can’t honestly say it caused the deaths of the eight elderly residents. For all I know, these readings could be the result of all the deaths, you know?”

“I see.” The woman’s concerned expression came back, tighter than before. Had Celi misjudged the first look? The unease was not because she was young and inexperienced. She was afraid.

“Why do you think there’s something paranormal about this situation?” Celi pressed.

The woman hesitated for the briefest of moments, chewing her lip, then blurted out, “Margarita said she saw a shadow the night of the deaths. She was making her rounds. It was very big, with wings like chapapote. She thought it was a demon—or Death.”

“Why didn’t you say anything sooner?” Celi rubbed the bridge of her nose, trying really hard not to look exasperated. Did Death not frequent places like this? Was that not the conclusion she arrived at while reading past accounts? “Most people tell us stuff like that up front!”

“I wanted you to say there was something supernatural here first. To confirm it”—she nodded at Celi’s spirit box—“before I said anything. I didn’t want you to think we were crazy. Margarita needs this job.” Ah, if the arcane could be measured like electromagnetism, then it had to be real, something external. Not just a symptom of poor mental health. Sandra sucked in a deep breath and added, “I also need to know there isn’t some demon here taking our viejitos by the handful.”

“I understand.” Celi put a hand on her shoulder. She could sense the kindness emanating from Sandra. Fear too. “If there was a spirit that big and powerful that a layperson saw it, I would’ve noticed right away.”

“Gracias a Dios,” Sandra exhaled.

“You really care about them, don’t you? It’s not just a job?” Celi was struck by the earnestness in her own voice.

“Oh yes, I really do. Les cojo mucho cariño. I’m still very upset by all this and everyone is just brushing it off . . . como si nada!”

“Mi abuelita passed away in a home like this a few years back, during the height of the pandemic. Everything was locked down. I couldn’t visit.” Couldn’t hold her hands, kiss the knotted joints and too-soft skin. Her manos bentitas, as she would call them. That’s what she called Celi’s hands too. “So I’m glad you care. I care too.”

“Thank you. I’ll tell Margarita and the other nurses que no estamos loca.”

“Let me take a few more readings. I’ll solve this mystery and find some justice for Joaquin and his friends.” Celi turned and walked out, glad to escape the room. “You don’t need to be here for that,” she said, wondering if having the arcane be real and external made it any safer.

* * *

Celi fastidiously scanned the entire assisted living facility. She even laid her bare hands on certain objects to see if another psychometric episode flared up. She got nothing like she had in Mr. Magician’s room. Around the back of the building, while checking on the generators, a gray cat and a turkey vulture startled her. They looked like they were in deep conversation—an argument—over a tossed-out Wendy’s bag.

She watched for a second, letting the summer heat cultivate sweat beads, like tiny crystal balls, on her forehead and upper lip. Was this a manifestation? Un gato gris. A synchronicity? The spirit box in her damp palm crackled defiantly. The words “Abasí no duerme” came through crisply.

The gray tabby hissed, ears pulled back, legs like tightly coiled springs. The vulture hopped, rattling its spread obsidian wings. Was this just two animals fighting over trash? A chunky black and red lizard, an agama agama, presided over the whole spectacle, with regal—or reptilian—stillness. In the sweltering heat, Celi thought the white of the bag looked like exposed bone, its crimson lettering the splash of blood on a fresh carcass. She took a few steps toward the animals and the vulture, instantly seeing her with its keen raptorial eyes, squawked and flapped away. It heaved its large body to the rim of a dumpster.

The cat ran to her, meowing gratefully. Had she saved him from this shadowy bird of prey? He crooned, rubbing his head on her sensible flats, entwining himself around her legs. She leaned in and scratched the back of his ear, mov-ing her fingers down to the very tip of his chin. No psychic visions, but there was something there. A tingle that moved through the delicate bones in her hands, and up her arm. This striped tabby looked and smelled like an ordinary cat, but . . .

“Joaquin Henriquez?” she said, out loud, feeling com-pletely ridiculous. The vulture beat its wings making the faint stench of rot waft up from the grimy container. The cat purred like a tiny engine, and she swore his smile was too charming, a dainty fang poking out of his mouth.

On impulse, she picked him up, trying to ignore the dusting of cat hair now clinging to her black blouse, and started walking toward her car. “I have better equipment and AC at home. Let’s get to the bottom of this together.”

* * *

Celi’s cozy apartment, with its soft lighting and bookcases, bedecked with romantasy novels and devil’s ivy, was instantly besieged by the feral cat. It bounced around with the fury of a poltergeist, destroying everything it touched.

Celi tried to ignore the beast and focused on researching the best way to communicate with the spirit of the man. She wasn’t a very good medium. Her psychometric touch, sus manos bendita, just gave her impressions, feelings, visuals. She needed clear information. Most of the strategies in the SDA database either involved high ceremonial magic, which she didn’t have time for, or psychedelic drugs, which she refused. What she did have was her dream machine to produce the theta waves she needed to enter a meditative state. Meanwhile, the cat scaled one of her bookcases, knocking a black-and-white photo of her grandmother as a young woman off its altar. He nudged an empty Jane Austen coffee mug off the counter and cracked it. Controlling her rising irritation, Celi sat on her couch and scrolled through different entries, hoping this wasn’t just a regular old, mangy cat unused to being indoors.

She finally found something she could adapt for her purpose. The Chthonic Induction procedure Agent Carol Wachter had quickly developed in the field when a horde of Exus invaded the Bronx in 1978. She could replace the drumming Agent Wachter had used to enter into trance with her dream machine.

The cat tore into the fabric of her couch and she swatted it away. “Calm down!” she snapped as he bolted behind her big, potted Chinese evergreen. She forced herself to take deep breaths, trying to shift her focus on calibrating her dream machine to emit binaural beats, oscillating between 4 and 8 Hz. She settled back and tried to relax.

The cat mewled, jumping back onto her altar and swiping her Abuelita Lola’s Baraja Española off its spot. He was making it impossible to enter a trance state. She shut her eyes tighter. Letting the rhythmic sound wash over her.

“You rely too much on these gadgets,” a male voice rumbled.

Her eyes shot open and a young man in a gray, pinstriped suit and boater hat, exuding Cuban Great Gatsby, sat on the comfy chair next to her couch. He took a drag from a ciga-rette with the languid ease of a cat.

“Joaquin?” she murmured.

He waved away her question. “The drum is sacrosanct. A heartbeat. It commands the ritual. You can’t just replace it with this fancy radio.”

“It worked, though. We’re talking. I knew you weren’t just a cat.”

“Aren’t you going to offer me un cafecito?”

“No.” Thinking it was unwise to give this specter any offerings. “Sorry. I don’t even own una cafetera.”

The age of his eyes betrayed his youthful demeanor. “Your grandmother would’ve been able to do all of this with nothing but un tamborcito, aguardiente and her cards. Very sad how much young people rely on technology these days. ¡Que atraso!”

“You don’t know my grandmother,” Celi said, going rigid. “No, but you lack confidence and faith, Araceli Turey, and that’s a bad combo when consorting with spirits. Are you Cuban?”

“Partly,” she responded dryly. “I’m also half Colombian, born and raised in Miami.”

Joaquin wrinkled his nose like a finicky cat finding his meal lacking, but he tipped his hat and flashed his beguiling grin. “Did you like my magic show?”

“I only caught a bit of it. Wish I could’ve seen more.”

“But you had important work to do. I get it. Thank you for rescuing me from La Tiñosa.”

“Um, you died. She got you.” Celi knew this now the way people just know things in dreams. She had succeeded in fully slipping into the trance. It’s why she wasn’t freaking out. “I don’t know if you can call it a rescue.”

“Ah, yes, she killed me, you’re right, but she tried to take my soul, and you stopped her from doing that. So gracias!”

“The balled-up Wendy’s bag was your soul?” she asked, but her attention was on the room. It shifted slightly. It was her apartment, but also her childhood home. She could smell the oily aroma of boniatos frying in the kitchen.

“Metaphorically,” he said, shrugging, and the smoke from his cigarette undulated up like a cat’s tail.

“Your English is perfect.”

“Oye, I’ve been living in the US for more than fifty years.” He chuckled. “I learned English watching I Dream of Jeannie.” He leaned back and spread his arms, nothing to hide. “But the truth is I’m not really speaking English. I don’t have a tongue, or a throat, or lungs. I’m not speaking anything. You’re interpreting all of this using your brain and you speak perfect English.”

She nodded. The last statement reminded her that this altered state of consciousness could end at any minute. “¡Dale!” she said, getting up from the couch, brushing cat hair off her astral clothes. Her real body was still slumped on the couch. Was she getting better at this? She looked over at the dream machine on the coffee table, her mother’s cof-fee table now, and it, too, had changed, transmogrified into a small, longish drum, like a child-sized conga. “We have a drum.” It was her turn to smile teasingly at Joaquin.

“A Bonkó drum.” He played with his thin mustache, his smug look gone. “The most respected and powerful of the drums. Made of ceiba wood and goat skin. It arouses spirits.” She picked it up. Felt the heft of it in the crook of her arm. A sensation like profound, resonant authority flowed through the palm of her hands. “All right, let’s go.” “Where are we going?”

“To find esta Tiñosa.” Part of Agent Wachter’s Chthonic Induction involved some form of Orphic odyssey that led the Exus back into the underworld—by drumbeat. “I need answers about what happened at the nursing home.”

“I’m not going.” He sunk deeper into his comfy chair, patting a little rhythm on the armrest. “I can tell you what happened. She came for us. All seven of my friends and neighbors. Me too, but, ah, I’m not your typical viejo cagalitroso.”

“You’re a magician, an escape artist,” she added. She noted that he didn’t seem too broken up about losing his friends and neighbors. Her mother always said cats were traicioneros. That feline smile, like the Cheshire cat playing with Alice, crept back across his face. “I’m more than that. I have real power. I’m an initiated ñáñigo, among other things.”

She recalled the way he had made Justina levitate on that stage almost a hundred years ago. No hidden wires or tricks. He had looked about twenty back then—how old had he been when he died in the nursing home? More than a hundred, for sure. More than the range recorded in the coroner’s report. He was powerful. She walked to her front door and gestured for him to follow. “Yeah, you’re also a spirit now.” She rapped on the drum. Boom-Boom-Boom. A heartbeat. “Let’s go, then. I’m going to need the great Gato Gris to pro-tect me, when we find her.” Boom-Boom-Boom.

He got up without protest and followed the drum’s command.

* * *

The underworld looked exactly like Miami. Swaying palms, glass skyscrapers, a tangle of expressways and overpasses, oppressive heat. The breeze carried the saccharine scent of mangoes left to decay on the ground, flies humming. The only difference was the red sky and the thousands of tomb-stones and crypts crowding the ground. The whole place was a massive cemetery, a cosmopolitan necropolis. Each grave carefully tended to with lush offerings of flowers and fruits. Celi felt a little disappointed, like finding your soul was just crumpled packaging for a baconator and fries.

She walked, pulled along by the feeble tug of her drum. Joaquin walked beside her. Sometimes an elegant young man with a spring in his step, other times a cat slinking around stone crosses and weathered angels, now a towering figure wrapped in black and white geometry, gamboling among the graves like a carnival dancer. Reedy music played in the distance, the echoes of a rumba still ringing in your ears long after the party ended. She drummed lightly to the syncopation. Boom-Boom-Boom.

They marched for a while through a whole neighborhood made up entirely of mausoleums. Celi caught herself glancing at the names on the tombs she passed, hoping to see a Dolores “Lola” Turey, but it was hard to read text in this realm and the litany of names meant nothing to her. On the horizon she could see a gargantuan ceiba tree that reached higher than any of the luxury high-rises that poked up from the skyline. The tree called back to the bonkó. Boom-Boom-Boom.

They had also attracted attention. Diablitos, echoing the cartoon demons on Joaquin’s show poster, pranced and giggled around them. She imagined Agent Wachter leading a band of rambunctious Exus back into hell. “We have company,” she whispered. She counted seven of them. Their tiny horns bobbed, and arrowhead-tipped tails swayed to the tempo of the ghost of music.

“Don’t worry about these guys,” he said, and abruptly turned toward them in his monochromatic carnival form and spooked them away. She noticed they didn’t scurry very far on their petite chicken feet and were back to cavorting around tombs a respectful distance away.

“How are you going to find La Tiñosa?” he asked, but Celi could tell that it was a devil he was afraid of.

“Honestly?” She shrugged, letting the sweat drip down her back. “I’m hoping she’s circling high up in the sky looking for your soul to eat and she finds us soon so we can get out of here.” She had no idea where she was or how long they’d actually been walking. It felt like forever and just a few min-utes all at once. “What is that shape you sometimes take?” she asked, her curiosity finally getting the better of her.

“Íreme. It’s the costume I wore for ceremonies as un ñáñigo. We used to drum and dance down the streets of Matanzas. Everyone was fascinated by and terrified of us.” He jabbed a thumb toward the little devils. “Some still are.”

“You’re enjoying being young again, aren’t you?”

“You have no idea!” he roared, but the thought of being bait seemed to have dampened some of his joie de vivre.

“Whatever happened to La Pícara Justina?” she asked, wondering why that girl from long ago had grabbed her imagination. She thought of Sandra’s confusion when she’d asked. “Do you remember her?”

“Ah, of course!” The way he looked at Celi made her feel like a caught mouse. “Esa mulata hermosa. I’ll never forget.” Celi winced. She was trying to help this guy, to be there for him the way she hadn’t been for her grandmother, but at every turn Joaquin Henriquez reminded her how absolutely unlikable he was. She preferred him as a shedding, bother-some cat.

“I don’t know.” He sucked on his cigarette and exhaled sharply through his nose, not noticing or caring about her discomfort. “She stayed in Cuba, I think, and I came here. Well, not here.” He gestured to the rows and rows of graves creating eddies in the smoke. “The real Miami. I’m sure she made a life for herself. She was a survivor.”

Two large ebony wings blotted out the cherry sky. The syrupy, fetid air gusted around them. La Tiñosa, not as an actual vulture but a giant, monstrous íreme version of one, alighted on a leaning white cross. She tucked her wings close and studied him, first with one eye then the other. “No seas mentiroso, Joaquin,” the creature screeched.

Fear gripped Celi so tightly that she almost shook out of her trance, but in her heightened state she noticed that the name on the grave the scavenger had perched upon read: Justina Sandoval. She drummed and focused on the name for grounding, willing herself not to wake up on her sofa.

With each steadying breath, the creature shifted and congealed into the form of a young woman, in her rumbera dress. This time, however, the fabric shone a buzzard black.

Celi cleared her throat, grateful that the entity now looked, well, a little like her. Like her grandmother would have in her youth. “Justina?” Celi asked. The woman curtsied as if she were onstage, and Celi continued, “Did you kill all those people in the La Palmita Nursing Home?”

“¡No!” She touched a nail to her plump lip, a parody of thinking it over. “Well, maybe, but it was his fault.” She waved her hand at Joaquin and the bangles at her wrist chimed musically. “¡Ere us parasito asquerozo!”

Celi looked back at him. “Your fault? You’re a parasite?” “She’s crazy! She’s always been in love with me. Jealous and crazy!”

And you’re an expert gaslighter, Celi thought. “She came for you and you—what, sacrificed your ‘friends and neighbors’ to save yourself?” The diablitos in the periphery jeered like an unruly audience. Seven of them, Celi thought. The pieces fell into place. She might be young, but she was a decent detective, a detective with manos benditas. She grabbed one of Joaquin’s wrists and pulled him close. The wrong, unpleasant awareness she’d felt at the entrance of his room rushed up her arm.

“No,” he protested, trying to pull away.

“No,” Justina repeated, in agreement. She hopped off the grave marker and stalked toward them. “It’s worse than that! He was feeding off of them for years. He had sunk his little cat claws and fangs into them, and he was drawing ashé from those poor people. I didn’t know. When I killed him, it sev-ered his connection and they all died. I was so shocked that it gave this descarado the opportunity to sneak away!”

“Those old people were going to die anyways!” he shouted. “You’re old too!” Celi shot back.

“It’s all you do.” Justina advanced, wielding an accusatory finger like a rapier. “You’re a leech. You made me fall in love with you. My father took you in as a sobrino. He initiated you into Abakuá, Ocha, Mayombe. People warned him not to teach this blancito come mierda all our secrets, but we loved you.” Her voice caught and for an instant she was a vulture again forcing a hunk of meat down her gullet.

“You abandoned her? Stole her culture—her faith—made yourself famous and then you left.” Celi could see Justina nodding from the corner of her eye, but she glared at Joaquin. “I loved her,” he countered. “Honestly, I did! But it was a different time. I had to marry and settle down with a white woman. It was expected.”

“Bullshit,” snapped Celi, her anger too palpable.

Justina’s head cocked with some avian surprise. She let go of him. “You’re still a racist prick. I caught your reaction when you asked what I was.”

“I’m a product of a different time.” His voice raw, frantic, and edged with dread.

That much was true, and his time had passed. He was already a ghost. Irrelevant. She turned to Justina. “So was this all about revenge? Are the rest of the residents of La Palmita Nursing Home safe now that you have your quarry?”

“They’re safer without him. Yes.” Then she became thoughtful, truly pensive, no melodrama. “It wasn’t revenge. No. If that were true, I would’ve come for his miserable carcass a long time ago. I died in the ’90s. I did make a good life for myself. I moved on!” She jutted her chin toward the fat little lizard, black and red, sunning on one of the tombs, attentively watching them. “But I was called to bring him in. Divine timing. Joaquin Henriquez, mago, gato, lardón, tremendo hijueputa, is ready to be judged.”

“No!” Joaquin panicked and ran through the graves, smashing offerings as he scrambled. The diablitos were instantly on him, more vicious animals than comical demons now. A pack of coyotes hunting a cat. He yowled as they dragged him off into the shadows of an open sepulchre.

And Celi began to fade. She was being sent back to the world of the living. Mystery solved. She understood that it was the agama agama’s doing. The lizard had gifted her this tiny peek behind the veil, graciously allowing her to complete her assignment. But it was over now. Justice had to be served.

“What’s going to happen to the little devils now?”

Justina tried to lay a comforting hand on Celi’s shoulder, but it just passed through her. “They’re free to experience whatever afterlife is waiting for them now. They needed this. They’re just taking back pieces of themselves he stole from them.”

Celi nodded. She thought of her grandmother, not here, but still with her, and felt some closure, too, because she had been able to assist La Pícara Justina with her final show.

She dipped her head toward the reptile, and it bobbed up and down, doing push-ups like lizards do. Celi gave Justina a sympathetic little smile. “And you?”

“I’ve been free this whole time.”

* * *

Celi opened her eyes in her apartment and released a sigh that threatened to become a sob. She was soaked in sweat. The grit of grave dirt still on her tongue. Blood orange light poured in from her window and for an instant she feared she was still in the underworld. But no, the room cooled her damp blouse, humming with AC. The window blazed not the color of cataclysm, but with the spectacle of a Miami sunset. She looked at the mess that damned cat had made. It didn’t matter how many arcane cases she worked, her mind always scoured for proof it was all real. The Bonkó drum was gone, of course, replaced by the dream machine cradled in her arms. She chuckled when she noticed that she had unplugged it when she had picked it up. Joaquin had been right about one thing—she relied too much on these gadgets.

He was gone now. For good. Case closed.

She forced herself to move, grounding herself in the mate-rial, and put her grandmother’s items back on the shelf. She was glad that Lola hadn’t been in that gaudy spirit world. Her grandmother deserved better. And she was able to help—in her strange way—the residents of La Palmita. That honored her grandmother. She lit a cone of frankincense and left it in front of the picture, then got her laptop out and began to type her report before it all faded like a dream. Her too-sensitive fingers hit the keys to the distant beat of a drum.

Tomorrow, she would go back to the nursing home and tell Sandra that all the demons were back in hell.


Alex Hernandez is a Cuban-American speculative fiction writer, editor, and artist based in South Florida. He co-edited the acclaimed anthology Speculative Fiction for Dreamers (Ohio State University Press) and, more recently, Not Your Papi’s Utopia (Mouthfeel Press). His work often explores themes of posthumanism and esotericism across genres such as fantasy, space opera, and biopunk.

Matthew David Goodwin is an Associate Professor in the Chicana/o Studies Department at the University of New Mexico. His research is centered on Chicanx/Latinx science fiction and Critical Mystery Studies. He is co-editor of the Latinx Archive speculative fiction trilogy, including Latinx Rising, Speculative Fiction for Dreamers, and Not Your Papi’s Utopia. He has a PhD in Comparative Literature from UMASS Amherst and is an active agent in the very much real Speculative Detective Agency.

 

Richie Narvaez, born and raised in Brooklyn, New York, is the award-winning author of the novels Hipster Death Rattle and Holly Hernandez and the Death of Disco, as well as the short story collections Roachkiller & Other Stories and most recently Noiryorican. His writing centers on Nuyorican and Latinx experiences, using multiple genres, including crime fiction, horror, literary, and speculative fiction. A recipient of a Letras Boricuas Fellowship, he teaches writing at Sarah Lawrence College and the Fashion Institute of Technology.

Exclusive Excerpt: The Sleeping Sisters by Jennifer Givhan

Latinx in Publishing is pleased to exclusively reveal an excerpt from The Sleeping Sisters by Jennifer Givhan (out on August 18, 2026) courtesy of Little, Brown and Company.

A mother's love is the oldest curse

Fortuna Miércoles has finally moved her family to a better neighborhood across the Rio Grande, desperate to outrun the curse that's stalked her bloodline since her greatest grandmother crossed the desert with a cactus thorn splitting her throat. But burying a family's violent legacy--or her own haunting secret--isn't so easy. Twenty years ago, girls and women vanished into the Albuquerque night, their bones later unearthed on the mesa. The so-called Reaper was never caught. Now, beneath the dormant volcanoes called the Sleeping Sisters, the killings have begun again, and they've called forth something in Fortuna that she has long fought to keep buried...

Detective Jeanette Palacio has spent decades promising justice to the ghosts of her murdered cousins--alongside the memory of the other women she couldn't avenge. When a new body turns up in Fortuna's backyard, both women are pulled into a dangerous, ancient plot. Are the Sleeping Sisters awakening--or has someone in Fortuna's family set a trap?

Inspired by true events, The Sleeping Sisters begins as a taut mystery shot through with myth and a Chicana-Indigenous reimagining of the legend of the headless woman--but by its cataclysmic end has spiraled into a fevered, feral hymn to motherhood and a mesmerizing portrait of trauma and the monstrous bargains we make to protect those we love.

Scroll on for the chance to read the prologue and chapter nine of The Sleeping Sisters.


Prologue

I’ve spent motherhood dreading this. The seep of the plastic tarp. The squelch of our chanclas slap-slapping against the slush in the desert behind the Sleeping Sisters, their cinder cones numb and

silent for millennia. I keep twisting my ankles on the jagged basalt, and the horror I thought I’d left on this frozen hill seventeen years ago rushes back.

“Mama?”

The voice that echoes is not my child as they are now, cold and rigid, but as I want them to be. Whole. Safe. Unmarred by my monstrosity.

“Shhh,” I snap, yanking my foot free and nearly toppling us both. “Dig faster.”

I claw at the slurry of dirty snow, desperate mother that I am, as he takes the shovel when my hands blister, or have they been his on the splintered handle all along? Under his hoodie, he’s drenched and glowering.

Have I been shielding his actions all this time? Is that the fracture, deep down?

He says nothing as the shovel head devours another clump of mud. Then another. Until it breaks its teeth against the rocks with a sharp clang and my memory unhinges, same as most things tenuously sewn above my shoulders.

Snowmelt puddles. The Sleeping Sister volcanoes on the mesa lie dormant. Unwatchful. That’s what happens when you fall asleep. You stop paying attention.

It’s not just owning a body I’ve been afraid of but raising children into full-fledged adults with bodies of their own. That want. And need.

When they’re young, it’s simpler. Their needs stack like blocks—spoon-feedings, plush animals, a finger to suck. A patch of grass in a cramped yard, their world confined to the netted playpen. But as they grow, so does my fear.

I blink my ice-fattened tears away and spit out granules of dirt and gravel onto the tarp, where the ground slurps at our feet, making obscene little popping noises. We’re just organisms in a glass box again, the world frozen and fogged around us. The terrarium cracked years ago no matter how I pretend it hasn’t. Maybe I am as delusional as that cop thinks I am. Or as monstrous. I imagine we’re stargazing. A meteor shower’s due in a night or two.

The seams at my neck pulse, precipitation gluing my hair to my face. The Sleeping Sisters huddle, their backs hunched to us, indifferent as ever. These bitches could sleep through the end of the world. And maybe that’s now. “Dig faster!”

The sludge, the stars, the swirls of dread. His hands on the shovel, off with my head.

 

Nine

The lore on headlessness is fascinating. Refreshing. A cool breeze at the neck.

When you were young, you wanted to hear the stories of the past. You didn’t understand their implications. To you and your brother, they were akin to magical happenings. Colorful folktales in faraway villages.

You two checked out a library book called In a Dark, Dark Room and Other Scary Stories, and you’re the one who said, “Look, Mama! Just like you!”

You pointed excitedly to a girl named Jenny with a puke-green ribbon lashing her neck in the inky illustration.

I replied, “They got it wrong, mijita.”

They stole our story. They penned us into a wives’ tale and dismissed us. Pinned us to the pages like moths. But it wasn’t the first time, nor would it be the last. Before “The Legend of Sleepy Hollow,” Washington Irving had cribbed our story from a fellow writer, only she’d been Westernized, made French. Her choker was black velvet.

“Perhaps there were headless women all over the world,” you wondered.

“Maybe so,” I agreed.

Your brother wanted to paw at my throat with his grubby paws.

When you were little, more than the Gothic tales of the writers you and your brother were named after, you most loved the stories of our ancestors, but as you grew older, you stopped believing they were real.

I didn’t want to instill you with such fear, you have to understand, mijita.

I would’ve rather told you fantasies about girls who grow up to become queens despite their mothers or stepmothers interfering. If there’s one thing I’ve learned from your abuela, whom I haven’t spoken to since I was a teenager when she almost killed me, it’s this: Mothers toughen you up. They teach you how to save yourself when their shield inevitably fails.

Have I ever told you how I wanted to be a writer? I fancied myself a Gothic horror aficionado. When you were an infant, I read you “The Tell-Tale Heart.” Not very baby friendly, I know, but I never got a

chance to major in literature or creative writing like I’d wanted in high school. I not so much dropped out as had to run to keep out of prison or a graveyard. So that put an end to all my literary aspirations. Being dead inside will do that to a mother.

In my senior class, I was ostracized, the girl with the lecherous, murderous father. I could’ve gone full Carrie on them but what would’ve been the point? We’re all locked in the stories we’ve created. I’m sorry, mija. I get so angry sometimes.


Jennifer Givhan is a Mexican American and Indigenous poet and novelist from the Southwestern desert and the recipient of poetry fellowships from the National Endowment for the Arts and PEN/Rosenthal Emerging Voices. She holds a Master’s degree from California State University Fullerton and a master’s in Fine Arts from Warren Wilson College. Givhan is the author of five full-length poetry collections and the novels River Woman, River Demon, Jubilee, Trinity Sight, and Salt Bones. She lives in Albuquerque, New Mexico with her family.

Exclusive Excerpt from Lilliam Rivera's 'Tiny Threads'

Fashion-obsessed Samara finally has the life she’s always dreamed of: A high-powered job with legendary designer Antonio Mota. A new home in sunny California, far away from those drab Jersey winters. And an intriguing love interest, Brandon, a wealthy investor in Mota’s fashion line. But it’s not long before Samara’s dream life begins to turn into a living nightmare as Mota’s big fashion show approaches and the pressure on her turns crushing. Perhaps that’s why she begins hearing voices in her room at night—and seeing strange things that can’t be explained away by stress or anxiety or the number of drinks she’s been consuming...


Samara loves to work in the archives. The room has become her second office, a place she can take a temporary breather from work drama. No Antonio screaming her name with urgency, every small thing a catastrophe to be fixed by her.

Alone, she can write and be inspired by the clothes themselves.

And play.

She pulls out a beaded sleeveless garment with a fringed skirt. The gown is meant to depict the horrors of war, to make the wearer appear to be bleeding. She undresses, locates the zipper, and climbs in. As Samara adjusts the skirt, something pokes her. A needle perhaps, or a clothing tag documenting its placement in Antonio’s timeline. She tugs at the fabric and tries to find the culprit.

“Ouch.”

Samara quickly takes the dress off to find a long scratch on her right hip. A bubble of blood emerges. Samara presses down on the injury with her thumb. In her underwear, she flips the garment inside out, looking for any loose pins. Goose bumps cover her bare legs. Samara walks under the ceiling’s light fixture to take a closer look.

There it is. A lone pin sticks out, but there’s something else. Inside the gown Samara finds a black thread sewn along a seam. A word is stitched with a letter P prominent. She starts to decipher the other letters, trying to guess what word they form.

“Piedad,” she says loudly. The letters are uneven and child-like, stitched by someone with little skill. The thread on the stitches is definitely not the same one used on the rest of the gown. She repeats the name again. “Piedad.”

Antonio has never mentioned a Piedad when he talks about his family history. It’s only ever been about Ramona and the fierce warrior figure she was. Samara pulls another dress from the same period. It takes her a while but finally, she locates the name again. Piedad. She pulls out another blouse and there it is, the name hidden under a pocket. And in a pair of slacks. And a skirt. Antonio is going to have a fit when he finds out how his archives are being ruined. Who did this?

“Someone’s getting fucked,” she says.

As she puts her clothes back on, she remembers how she was the last person to visit the archives last night. She’d examined some of the same pieces and found nothing wrong with the clothes then. Thinking it through, the only workers who would have had the opportunity to slip into the archive and do this without being seen would be the seamstresses.

Samara opens the red door and stares out to the women hunched over their sewing machines. Half of them are working on fulfilling current orders. Others concentrate on samples Antonio wants made for the February show. There’s no way Samara will take the blame for destroying the archives. No, this will not land in her lap, but she must proceed delicately. She can’t just start accusing her co-workers.

Samara leaves the Library and returns to her office to think through her options. While answering emails, she considers what course of action to take. Should she go straight to Antonio or confront the seamstresses first? Samara takes her chances on the latter.

 

Excerpt from Tiny Threads by Lilliam Rivera, copyright © 2024. Used by permission of Del Rey, an imprint of Random House Group, a division of Penguin Random House, LLC. All rights reserved. No part of this excerpt may be reproduced or reprinted without permission in writing from the publisher.


Photo credit: JJ Geiger

Lilliam Rivera is a MacDowell fellow, a screenwriter, and an award-winning author of nine works of fiction: a forthcoming horror book, four young adult novels, three middle grade books, and a graphic novel for DC Comics. Her books have been awarded a Pura Belpré Honor, been featured on NPR, New Yorker, Los Angeles Times, NY Times, and multiple “best of” lists. Her novel Never Look Back is slated for an Amazon movie adaptation.

Her writing has appeared in the Washington Post, the New York Times, and Elle, to name a few. Lilliam has also written for the episodic podcast series Love in Gravity, which was recently nominated for a GLAAD.

Her short fiction and personal essays have appeared in various literary journals and publications including Tin House, New York Times, Buzzfeed Books, and The Washington Post. She has been a featured speaker in countless schools and book festivals throughout the United States and is on faculty at Hamline University and University of Nevada, Reno.

A Bronx, New York native, Lilliam currently lives in Los Angeles.

Exclusive Excerpt From Ananda Lima’s Craft: Stories I Wrote for the Devil

Latinx in Publishing is very excited to partner with Macmillan Publishers to bring you an exclusive excerpt from Craft: Stories I Wrote for the Devil (on sale June 18, 2024), written by inaugural Work-In-Progress fellow, Ananda Lima. Keep reading below for an exclusive sneak peak!

TROPICÁLIA

                               I’m only interested in what is not mine.

—Oswald de Andrade, The Cannibalist Manifesto, 1928

                            Fred, what we want is, I think, what everyone wants, and

                           what you and your viewers have—civilization . . . We want

                           to be civilized.

—Brain Gremlin, Gremlins II: The New Batch, 1990


Sunday, August 20 🌘 Waning Crescent

(Day minus 1)

I woke from unsettling dreams to my mattress jingling with loose change. I lay on my stiff back, armor-tight with tension. I raised my head a little and saw my brown belly divided into sections, striped by the sun slicing through half-open vertical blinds. The lines extended and covered the room with bars. With a monstrous hangover, I peeled off a penny stuck to the skin next to my belly button, then remem- bered my passport.

I stood up too quickly and shielded my right eye from a beam of sunlight. Wincing at something hard digging into the sole of my foot, I looked down and saw I stepped on my treasured Gremlins key chain, fracturing my poor Gizmo’s tiny plastic back. I was sweating. I closed the blinds. Part of my nightmare returned (sun, salt, me with an insect’s legs, scurrying south on city streets).

My phone hid in my papers on global localization strategies (I worked with semiautomated corporate translation), betrayed only by its limp cord, hopelessly disconnected from a power source. Reflected on my dead screen, I looked like vermin. A dream, I reminded myself, and plugged in the phone. As I waited, I stood up and readjusted a crooked white framed triptych of a winking Pop Art Carmen Miranda, her three heads heavy with fruit. The screen turned on and I wiped away the notifications. No missed calls. No emails from work. My nausea gathered and condensed into a singularity in my stomach. That part had not been a dream. No messages about my missing passport. My passport, holding my H-1B work visa, was gone.


Sunday, August 13 🌖 Waning Gibbous

(Day minus 8)

I was having Cheerios for lunch on the shelf I IKEA-hacked into a counter in my kitchen, which was also my living room. I’d worked late on an analysis of our human translator testers the night before. It had gone well, and I was excited about what I might bring to my boss, Meredith, the following week. But I had overdone it and needed a break. So I spent most of my Sunday morning on Pinterest. My prewar studio impersonating a one-bedroom apartment was not as I wanted it yet, but getting there. The view was still water towers on this end and a dumpster on the other. But I had an exposed brick wall, tropical plants, including a monstera, a berimbau I couldn’t play. Though I hadn’t found anything on Pinterest that day (a bad sign).

I swiped out of the news Google had selected for me (rumors of raids in Queens, seven steps to boost your career, tips for watching the Great American Eclipse), then checked there were no emails from work. I needed to stop thinking about work (it had become even harder since Meredith mentioned a possible promotion). On the Brasileiros de Nova Iorque group, a post advertising a facial had three likes. Seven likes on a picture of a Minnie Mouse cake surrounded by brigadeiros. And 137 combined sad faces, angry faces, thumbs-up, at least one laughing emoji, and fifty comments on a post by a woman thinking about divorce but afraid for her green card application. The top comment began, “I get that there are many out there that don’t respect the law. But if you choose to do things right (like I certainly do), there are only two ways: it’s either a real marriage or an employer sponsors you. Now if you choose not to educate yourself, not to work hard, or . . .”

I stopped reading, startled by something moving on a spoon on the counter, just under where I was holding the phone. I thought it was a cockroach but realized the dark lump trapped at the center of the spoon had been my reflection. I heard a buzzing coming from the window. There was a fly there, trapped between the glass and the screen. I didn’t want to kill it per se; I just wanted it gone. So I looked for help on YouTube, which led me to The Fly, a movie I hadn’t seen since I was a child. I watched it instead of dealing with the real fly, and that was my Sunday. Nothing else happened, but the comments from the Brasileiros de Nova Iorque group stayed with me the whole day and through the night.


Monday, August 14 🌗 Last Quarter

(Day minus 7)

That Monday, I missed my alarm and woke up late at eight thirty. I got ready in a panic. When Meredith had told me about a position opening up and briefly mentioned this one guy as my competitor, I’d imagined some guy in a skinny suit, with gelled hair and pointy, overly shiny brown leather shoes. I imagined him in the mirror, shaking his head at me as I hurried to brush my teeth. The position had to be mine. There were the usual things: yes, career, I needed more money. But mostly, I was entering the last year of my H-1B visa and needed to ask the company to sponsor my green card, as they had vaguely alluded to when I’d been hired.

I was about to leave but paused at the threshold of my open front door. I sent a message to Meredith, apologizing for running late. I told her there was trouble on the F line and that I would be there as soon as I could. Then I went back in and sat on my green velvet couch. I opened the Brasileiros de Nova Iorque group and scrolled through the posts on the president’s tweets, the eclipse, and microblading. The woman wanting a divorce seemed to be gone. But I wasn’t after her. I kept scrolling until I found the ICE thread. Those who had passports, visas, and green cards were arguing about whether to always carry them (“I thought that was just an Arizona thing,” “How will they be able to tell,” “In 25 years nobody has ever,” “Well, they asked me,” “If you have nothing to hide”). Of course, the rule didn’t fully make sense, as a Brazilian guy who appeared white in his profile picture had pointed out in the group. If they stopped noncitizens to check their papers, wouldn’t they have to stop citizens as well? How would they know whom to stop? It wasn’t like noncitizens put stickers on their lapels indicating noncitizenship. He reminded me of the guy in the studio control room in Gremlins 2, mocking the logic of the “don’t feed after midnight” rule, speculating what would happen to a gremlin crossing time zones. As he begins to laugh at his own jokes, a gremlin springs up and eats his face.

There it was, right after the comment on rumored ICE activity on the 7, the USCIS link. I clicked. The open-armed blue-and-white eagle greeted me in its familiar unnerving way. I read the passage (“every alien,” “at all times,” “personal possession,” “alien registration,” “comply,” “guilty,” “fined,” “imprisoned,” etc., etc.) again. Yes, supposedly, it applied to all of us. Anyone not considered a citizen had to be ready with the applicable papers. At all times.

I thought of my opponent for the promotion again. I imagined him thin, with a sharp jawline, blue eyes, black hair, walking into our building, taking confident sips of his morning kale smoothie. Fresh and ready for action, having started his day with yoga or spinning or both. I imagined Meredith’s boss, Mr. Koning, and his lot of higher-ups nodding to one another in approval. They’d notice a commotion in the background, turn, and see me being shoved into a van while trying to appear professional in a pencil skirt. Handcuffed, I’d still wave meekly at Meredith, who would admit, embarrassed, that the woman being taken away by the authorities was the candidate she’d suggested for promotion.

I went back in for my passport, safely cocooned in a ziplock bag, inside a shoebox, under my bed. I opened the H-1B stamp page, hovered my fingers over my picture, the signature, the seal, just short of touching it. I closed the passport and put it inside a compartment in my respectable brown leather Banana Republic outlet bag and zipped it, then closed and buttoned the top flap.

On the train to work, I let go of the pole momentarily and searched for any new posts about H-1Bs on the Brasileiros de Nova Iorque group. I grabbed the pole again and clicked with my free hand on the link someone had posted of a forum that crowdsourced updates from applicants for various visas and calculated current processing times. But I lost reception before it opened. I had looked at the forum repeatedly and most likely wouldn’t have found anything new, but I couldn’t stop checking.

I swapped the hand holding the pole, brushed lightly against the hand of a blond woman, and apologized. She looked straight ahead. A message from Meredith popped up on my screen: “Everything is fine over here.” Luckily, I was not meeting her first thing in the morning. And I still had a small buffer before the meeting with the translators. “I’m so sorry,” I texted Meredith. I took a deep breath and went over the plan for the translators meeting again. I would walk to their backroom, the same room where I’d worked when I first joined, then have them leave their cubicles and sit with me in a circle over cookies and coffee. Nothing formal. I would remind them again of how I had started just like them. How Marisa had helped me find everything on the first day of work, how Miki had stopped me from accidentally entering the men’s bathroom. Then I would pivot to introducing the basics of the new rewards system. Not all the details on the points this time. I just hoped they understood the opportunity available to each of them. If only they could see it. I was lucky to have had Meredith help me. Maybe I could do the same for one of them. After the meeting, I’d go over the new targets with Meredith. I knew we could increase the output on our end if we just tightened the ship a bit. I was also thinking of a new metric, a simple addition requiring translators to rate the work of their colleagues as it moves through the workflow. It would be a chance for them to get more credit when they worked hard. And it would address our concern about individual accountability. Meredith would love it.

The train sped up. A white man in a suit reached for our pole, squeezing by a Latino man wearing jeans and work boots, who reminded me of somebody, though I couldn’t tell whom. The blond woman sighed. I counted the five hands sharing the pole, including a woman—brown like me, but with electric-blue nail polish—who just managed to grab it with her fingertips. I couldn’t see her face. Across the car, I spotted a muscular white man with a crew cut, dark gray pants, and a black polo shirt, sitting on one of the orange seats. A photograph from the Brasileiros de Nova Iorque group sprung to my memory: men in black shirts and sunglasses, “ICE” written on white letters on their backs. Without thinking, I ran my hand over the pocket carrying my passport. I wished I could get to work.

I realized the man reminded me of Jeff Goldblum, which was strangely reassuring. I thought of The Fly. Brundle’s tragic and hilariously gross journey from scientist to giant fly. His skin smooth, then stubble, then blisters, then gooey raw meat. All done in analog in 1986. The whole thing had to do with movement, teletransportation, which fascinated me. He entered a pod a normal guy. He couldn’t see it, but by the time he stepped out of the other pod, he’d already become a monster.

As the doors finally slid open at my stop, another message from Meredith arrived: “Don’t worry about a thing.”


Sunday, August 20 🌘 Waning Crescent

(Day minus 1)

The passport lasted less than a week being carried everywhere in my bag. There were a couple of times when it felt right to have it there, close to me. That one time in the subway; that afternoon walking under the rows of American flags, by the rows of police (or military or both) at Penn Station; that time going through the security desk and turnstile when I joined Meredith for a client meeting in a different building. But mostly, there was the fear I would lose it. It was like being resigned to having a fly trapped in a room: Sometimes you forgot it was there, and then it came back buzzing, and you had to wait until it stopped and you forgot it again.

And now here I was. Two caplets of Tylenol, a mug of water, and my phone lay on my imitation-marble coffee table. I called the Mandarin Hotel bar. I balanced my phone between my head and my shoulder as I waited, squeezing the sides of my broken Gizmo key chain as if trying to undo the split along its back. With the back open, its head no longer stayed firmly in place. Nobody answered at the bar. I tried the main hotel, where the receptionist informed me the bar opened at four. I thought of the USCIS passage (“alien,” “at all times,” “personal,” “possession,” “guilty”), sitting among the other words on their site all this time. And the same text in dusty books before there was such a thing as a USCIS website, the letters set in bookshelves while I played in our muddy backyard in Brazil, my cousins laughing as I imitated ALF’s dubbed Portuguese voice. And the same words on other shelves somewhere in the US before that, long before I’d been born.

I put up my broken Gizmo up on my bookshelf, next to a sad baby banana seedling I’d ordered online, its two little leaves wilted and browned. The shelves were full of classics I hadn’t read. A few titles in Portuguese (Memórias Póstumas de Brás Cubas, A Paixão Segundo G.H., O Estrangeiro), the rest in English. Part of an effort to convey that I am a particular kind of person I couldn’t have pretended to be back in Brazil. An ambition that is only possible because Americans don’t know what my accent in Portuguese, or my name, or my parents’ names convey about our place in the world.

Gizmo’s head fell off and rolled close to the edge of the shelf, butI caught it right before it dropped and carefully placed it next to itscracked headless body. At the vintage store where I’d found it my first year in the US, there had been a couple in mismatched plaid shirts ahead of me in line who saw the key chain first. They looked at it with mild interest and put it back. When the woman said the word “gremlins,” it took a second for my brain to map the word as she pronounced it to the way the word had lived in my head as a child. We said “gremilins” in Portuguese, that extra i added like a drop of water to the back of a mogwai, giving rise to an additional syllable. When I realized the key chain was Gizmo, I reached for it immediately. I estimated how many times I’d watched Gremlins 2 in Sessão da Tarde reruns in Brazil. Every afternoon I ate lunch with my brother and sister and watched the soap operas. After the novelas came the few movies TV Globo had dubbed in Portuguese. The same recognizable voices regurgitated out of the mouths of different actors, over and over in all the movies they showed. How strange to feel at that moment that the little Gizmo was more rightly mine than theirs, that American couple who’d clearly missed the movie’s brilliance.

I pushed the broken pieces back, farther into the shelf, to make sure they didn’t fall, and went to get ready to leave.


Saturday, August 19 🌘 Waning Crescent

(Day minus 2)

I last checked on my passport late Saturday afternoon, just before I walked out with Meredith. She had found a way to bring me along for drinks with Mr. Koning, her boss. As I’d been about to leave work the previous day, she had held my shoulders, looked me in the eye, and told me the timing was perfect. I had been giddy about it all afternoon, but now I was worried about what I was supposed to do, about not messing up my great chance. We were at an exclusive spot at the Mandarin Hotel. A place just like I’d imagined people like them went: a little Mad Men, somewhere along a lineage of leather Chesterfields, dark wood, and shelves filled with matching book covers, seamlessly mixed with dark mid-century furniture. And those floor-to-ceiling windows again. Here the city appeared brighter and closer. It felt as if the people in the other buildings could see everything and everyone, including me. It felt familiar, though I had never been there. A déjà vu. I couldn’t place it, and that made me more nervous. I ordered a Malbec.

I sipped it quietly as they discussed projects outside my department. Meredith alternated her posture: sometimes sitting back and propping her elbows on the back of the chair, grabbing her whiskey on the rocks in the relaxed “I don’t care” manner of Mr. Koning and other seemingly powerful men in the restaurant; sometimes sitting up, cross-legged, her arms close to her body as if trying not to occupy space; sometimes leaning into the table and touching her hair, almost flirtatiously. Mr. Koning didn’t notice how she advanced and retreated strategically, slowly gaining space. She indulged all his interruptions and came back around in a gentle way, until her points were made. Even after everything Meredith had taught me and what I’d learned by watching her, there was so much more. I was struggling to find an opening. I realized I was hiding behind my wineglass, not varying my posture, not saying anything. Mr. Koning didn’t seem to notice me. I put my glass down and leaned into the table slightly, bending toward him. I decided my focus now would be to appear fascinated by whatever he said (which was?). I knew Meredith would manage to bring me into the conversation in a manner that was most advantageous to me. I waited for her cue. She always looked out for me.

Maybe the strange familiarity I felt were the large windows, reminding me of the view in the office. Those nights when I’d snuck out of my cubicle to work alone by a window in the conference room, after everyone had gone home. Yes, this was familiar. But there was something else too.

When I was close to finishing my glass, she asked what I was drinking. Mr. Koning wasn’t looking, fiddling with his phone, so she shook her head and scrunched her face at her whiskey. We both smiled. Before I could answer, she said softly that I had to try her favorite drink, a passion fruit Caipijito. I always felt stupidly possessive of caipirinhas, which I didn’t usually drink. Already my brain was activating the heuristic script for expressing how the drink conformed or deviated from the elusive original and an explanation of how caipirinhas really were back at home (as if they were really that different). But I knew I shouldn’t deny her. Besides, it sounded like a good drink.

Mr. Koning answered his phone.

“Fantastic!” He nodded to both of us, still talking to his caller (the second time he had looked at me, the first being a glance during introductions). He stood and headed out toward the elevators.

Meredith audibly exhaled. Her body seemed to soften as she fluffed up her blond hair with both hands. She explained that she didn’t always get to come out with Aldert (Mr. Koning) and that we were only here for his pre-drinks, while he waited for whatever important people he was here to see. But it didn’t matter, she continued. It was still a good opportunity. She was excited she finally got to bring me this time.

“It’s good for you to be on his radar,” Meredith mock whispered, touching my hand with the corner of hers and looking about the room conspiratorially. “Sometimes it’s productive, but sometimes he’s just in the mood to be entertained. Then we just have to be agreeable and split without being awkward, before the big guys come.”

“Got it.” I nodded. The drink was delicious. I was so grateful to her. This place was perfect. I held both her hands in a way I had never done before. “Thank you, Meredith.”

Meredith smiled. She’d been happy with me the whole day. I wasn’t sure why. “How’s the cocktail?”

“So good.” I took another sip.

“Oh my God, isn’t it though?” She looked even more pleased. “You are doing great. I knew you would.”

Meredith had been a little guarded when I first met her. But with time, she saw that I both worked hard and didn’t cause trouble. I was able to understand things she could not talk about to anyone else at work, often to do with navigating power structures as a woman. I wouldn’t start petitions or go running to HR if she talked about things as they truly were. One day, she sternly called me into her office at the end of a quarterly status meeting, but her summons had only been an excuse to remove me from a conversation with a guy from another department, known to be creepy. She gradually opened up and became a mentor as well as my boss. Sometimes, like right then, I wanted to hug her, which would’ve been silly, so I smiled at her instead. She smiled back. I hoped she knew how grateful I was.

I looked at the moon through the windows of the Mandarin Hotel. A thinning curve, most of it disappearing into darkness, pulsating faintly, almost a mirage. I realized what this place, the large dark glass windows reminded me of: Gremlins 2. I had framed an eight by ten version of the film poster and hung it on the wall between my bedroom and bathroom. The illustration showed a solid wooden desk and the scratched back of a plush leather chair. Only the hand of the creature facing the view of the city at night was visible, its skin scaly and green, its black-clawed finger lingering in the air, about to tap down the ashes from a lit cigar. They hadn’t dubbed the gremlins when they sang “New York, New York.” The creatures performed and ran amok to the sound of Sinatra as the terrified humans did whatever they could to keep them from coming out of their dark glass enclosure—and now here I was. New York City outside those large windows. Meredith and I clinked our glasses with the last sips of our Caipijitos. She ordered two more.

I wondered what time it was (“always midnight somewhere”) as I stabbed an olive. I thought of the green skin on the hand dangling the cigar. I thought of how the green in steaming hatching gremlin cocoons looked like the neon-green light coming out of the pod in the promo poster of The Fly. I thought of myself sitting there, my body filled with American proteins. American water. American sugar. The alcohol taking over my brain and liver. I remembered reading that it took ten years for a human skeleton to be completely replaced through cell renewal. I had American bones now. I’d thought I was the eater, but America had been eating me the whole time, from within.


Excerpted from CRAFT: Stories I Wrote for the Devil, copyright © 2024 by Ananda Lima, provided by Tor Books, imprint of Tor Publishing Group, division of Macmillan Publishers.


(photo credit: Beowulf Sheehan)

Ananda Lima is a poet, fiction writer, and translator, the author of Craft: Stories I Wrote for the Devil (forthcoming from Tor Books) and Mother/land (Black Lawrence Press), winner of the Hudson Prize.  She is also the author of four chapbooks, including Amblyopia (Bull City Press) and Tropicália (Newfound), winner of the Newfound Prose Prize. Her work has appeared in The American Poetry Review, Poets.org, Kenyon Review Online, Gulf Coast, Witness, and elsewhere. She was awarded the inaugural WIP Fellowship by Latinx-in-Publishing, sponsored by Macmillan Publishers, and was a finalist for the Restless Books Prize for New Immigrant Writing and the Chicago Review of Books Chirby Awards. She has an MA in Linguistics from UCLA and an MFA from Rutgers University, Newark. Her voice was praised as “singular and wise” (Cathy Park Hong), and Craft was described as “an absolutely thrilling reminder that short stories can be the best kind of magic” (Kelly Link). Originally from Brasilia, Brazil, she lives in Chicago.

Exclusive Excerpt: All Bones Are White by Carlo Perez Allen

Latinx in Publishing is pleased to exclusively reveal an excerpt from All Bones Are White by Carlo Perez Allen, winner of the 2023 Victor Villaseñor Best Latino non-fiction book award from the International Latino Book Awards.

What does it mean to be American?

For a young immigrant boy named Carlo—who was forced to say goodbye to his birth name and country—the answer was a hard one to find.

When Carlo was just five years old, his Mexican mother, Camerina, married a gringo, Bill Allen. Wanting only the best for his three adoptive children, Bill moved his new family across the border. Bags packed and sights set for the sky, they left Mexico and set their sights on none other than the Big Apple.

From the start of this long trek across North America, Carlo's childhood was filled with exciting new experiences, harrowing odds, and cultural backlash.

Detailing one man's personal journey of self-discovery in a foreign land, All Bones Are White offers readers a rare firsthand glimpse into the seemingly insurmountable struggles of the lengthy Americanization process.

Told in Carlo Perez Allen's own words, learn first-hand how one person's identity can be forcefully molded, generalized, and lost within the struggle to obtain the All-American dream.

We arrived in Buffalo to unimaginably cold weather. We had no hats, or scarves, or thermals. Mother wore gloves, but they were simply a fashion statement. We strolled the station, studying our new surroundings. People walked cautiously bundled up with thick Lucha-libre masks, thick coats, hats, and gloves. Cesar found a brown paper bag on a bench and made a mask. He kept us entertained using different voices and making scary sounds until a passerby scoffed at the mask. Mother took it off.

We walked past a large mirror, and I noticed we looked out of place. We were the only Mexicans in sight. Everything blurred, and people moved in slow motion. The loud hissing of the steam engines stopped, and the drone of the crowd faded. We were in a different reality. Then, one image cut through the blurry crowd at a quick pace. We all turned around to see Bill’s smiling face. His friendly image grew closer, and he kissed Mother, whispering something that made her smile. Our hero came to our rescue. There was a collective sigh of relief.

Bill picked me up and held me above everyone else. I instantly felt safe with him in the United States, and I laughed hysterically. Suspended in his arms, I drifted to the memory of the first time Bill picked me up like this. It was in an open field across the street from our new apartment in Mexico. I had been prohibited from playing in the area ever since I came across the body of a dead soldier that smelled like cigarettes and alcohol. Mother and I had waited for Bill on the balcony overlooking the field. Eugenia stood behind me, trying to tame my cowlick while Cesar snuck peanuts from the bowl placed on the coffee table. It was the first day we would all eat together in the new apartment that Bill had rented and given Mother the keys to. It was a second-story apartment with lots of books and an unusual lampshade he had made from a custom ordered tortilla. This real tortilla draped over a lampshade. It was Bill’s sense of humor and ingenuity all in one. Mother glowed with excitement when she spotted Bill across the field. We all waved. I ran out the door, down the stairs, and across the area to greet the man I would call Dad for the rest of my life. I ran so hard I lost a shoe as I reached him. His sparkling blue eyes matched the sky above. And now there I was suspended just like before in the USA.

“Welcome to New York, Charlie,” he spoke in English, unlike in Mexico, where he had spoken in Spanish. His soft voice was music to my ears. I giggled and squirmed in the air, saying, “Que?Que?”

“You have to learn English, and it starts now. From now on, your name is Charlie.” Bill explained something I wouldn’t understand for a long time. “Charles Perez Allen,” he beamed. Charlie? I didn’t understand what Charlie meant nor why Oscar wasn’t going to be my name any longer. “New country, new name.” Bill smiled. “You want to melt right in. A new name will make it easier for you.” Okay, I got it. No crying, no Oscar.

Melt right in. It would be a phrase I’d learn about later as Bill would explain the importance of assimilation. I saw the pride in his smiling face. I felt protected from everything, including that mean man on the train. Losing my name was a small price to pay for the comfort of being loved by this man who wanted to be my father. He put me down and hugged and kissed Eugenia and Cesar before we walked to pick up our luggage. “Eugenia, you are now Mary,” Bill said. “Can you say, Mary?”

“Mary,” Eugenia repeated.

“And you Cesar are now Donald. Can you say, Donald?”

“Donald Duck,” said Don.

“I am Dad,” said Bill. “I am your father now, and you will call me Dad. Do you understand?” The three of us nodded. “Good. We are a family, and we each have a role, a responsibility. It’s like a rowboat, everyone helps make it work. We all have a job. Your mother will take care of our home. My job is to provide for all our needs.” He paused, looked at Mother lovingly, and continued. “And your job is to assimilate, become Americans.” Mother smiled and kissed Bill on the lips.

That was the end of Oscar Perez, Cesar Perez, and Eugenia Perez. From that day on, we were Charles Perez Allen, Donald Perez Allen, and Eugenia Perez Allen.

Excerpted from "All Bones Are White," used with permission from Fluky Fiction., www.flukyfiction.com. (c) Carlo Perez Allen.


Carlo Perez Allen is a recipient of the Victor Villaseñor Best Latino non-fiction book award from the International Latino Book Awards for his debut memoir, All Bones Are White.

He is a member of WGA and SAG, member with feature film, television, and theater credits spanning forty years. He co-wrote the film Home Sweet Hell, Sony Pictures starring Katherine Heigl and Jim Belushi. His recent plays received high praise for strong social commentary on current issues.

He holds BA and MA degrees from U.C. Berkeley and is an AFI film studies graduate. He is proud of his twenty-five years of service as a Los Angeles Unified School District teacher.

His next book, 1851, received a five-star highly recommended award for excellence from the Historical Fiction Company and will be out next year.

Exclusive Excerpt: Aloha Compadre: Latinxs in Hawaiʻi by Rudy P. Guevarra Jr.

Latinx in Publishing is pleased to exclusively reveal a chapter from Aloha Compadre: Latinxs in Hawaiʻi by Rudy P. Guevarra Jr.

Aloha Compadre: Latinxs in Hawaiʻi is the first book to examine the collective history and contemporary experiences of the Latinx population of Hawaiʻi. This study reveals that contrary to popular discourse, Latinx migration to Hawaiʻi is not a recent event. In the national memory of the United States, for example, the Latinx population of Hawaiʻi is often portrayed as recent arrivals and not as long-term historical communities with a presence that precedes the formation of statehood itself. Historically speaking, Latinxs have been voyaging to the Hawaiian Islands for over one hundred and ninety years. From the early 1830s to the present, they continue to help shape Hawaiʻi’s history, yet their contributions are often overlooked. Latinxs have been a part of the cultural landscape of Hawaiʻi prior to annexation, territorial status, and statehood in 1959. Aloha Compadre also explores the expanding boundaries of Latinx migration beyond the western hemisphere and into Oceania.

 

INTRODUCTION:

The Deportation of
Andres Magaña Ortiz

On July 7, 2017, Andres Magaña Ortiz said goodbye to his wife and three children—all of whom are U.S. citizens—and boarded a flight bound for México, where he will remain separated from his family until he can be petitioned by his daughter Victoria to become a legal permanent resident. It is a process that could take up to ten years.1 Andres Magaña Ortiz is forty-three years old, a Mexican immigrant who has lived in the United States for nearly thirty years. His family, community, and life’s work are all in Hawaiʻi. In 1989, at the age of fifteen, he was smuggled across the Arizona-México border to reunite with his mother, who was working in California at the time. They eventually made their way to Hawaiʻi, where he picked coffee as a migrant laborer in Kona, on Hawaiʻi Island (Big Island).2 Within ten years he was able to save enough money to purchase six acres of farmland in Holualoa and begin his journey as a farm owner. He named his farm El Molinito (the mill), which had an old Japanese-style coffee mill that he began renovating in 2008.3 According to the Washington Post, in the years that followed, Magaña Ortiz “rose to prominence in Hawaiʻi’s coffee industry. In 2010, he allowed the US Department of Agriculture to use his farm without charge to conduct a five-year study into a destructive insect species harming Hawaiʻi’s coffee crops.” After that, he was the most sought-after coffee grower for his expertise in ridding coffee farms in Kona and other areas of Hawaiʻi Island of 98 percent of the destructive borer beetles.4

In addition, Magaña Ortiz was also responsible for managing over one hundred acres of land among fifteen other small farmers, which included the elderly and those who were inexperienced and could not do the work on their own.5 His dream of continuing to live in Hawaiʻi was short lived, however. In 2011, under the Obama administration, the Department of Homeland Security began removal proceedings against Magaña Ortiz.6 He was informed that he would be deported to México, a place he is simply no longer familiar with. In response, Magaña Ortiz petitioned for legal residency and was granted multiple stays, yet his most recent request to gain legal residency was rejected by the Trump administration. Under the guise of cracking down on immigration, the Department of Homeland Security ordered Magaña Ortiz to leave in March 2017.7 It did not matter that he already had petitioned for legal residency as the husband of a U.S. citizen—he had to go. As Magaña Ortiz noted, “I never tried to hide it. I always answered my phone when immigration called me and said come see us. . . . I come to each court on time. Everything, I tried to do all my best.”8 Given that Magaña Ortiz was a well-known and respected member of the community and a leader of Hawaiʻi’s coffee industry, his case made national headlines.

A team of attorneys assisted Magaña Ortiz by filing last-minute petitions to grant him more time in the United States. Even Hawaiʻi’s congressional delegation supported his case, speaking on his behalf to Homeland Security secretary John F. Kelly to halt his removal. As the four-member delegation wrote, “He is trying to do the right thing.”9 In addition, representative and onetime presidential candidate Tulsi Gabbard introduced a bill to make Magaña Ortiz eligible for legal, permanent residency. Senator Mazie Hirono also spoke on Magaña Ortiz’s behalf, stating, “Andres’ ordeal speaks to the very real fear and anxiety spreading through immigrant communities across the country.”10

Federal appeals court judges also supported Magaña Ortiz’s case, calling him a “pillar of his community” and criticizing the Trump administration handling of his case. For example, Judge Stephen Reinhardt of the U.S. Court of Appeals for the Ninth Circuit called Magaña Ortiz’s deportation “contrary to the values of the country and its legal system. . . . The government decision to remove Magaña Ortiz diminishes not only our country but our courts, which are supposedly dedicated to the pursuit of justice.”11 Despite having a strong case, the inhospitable climate proved too much. Magaña Ortiz decided to depart voluntarily ahead of the deportation order. When interviewed by Hawaii News Now at Kona International Airport during his departure, he regarded the circumstances of his case: “Very, very sad and very disappointed in many ways, but there’s not much I can do. . . . Just follow what I have to do and hopefully, in a little bit, things can get better.”12

His family has fared no better because of this. Magaña Ortiz’s eldest daughter, Victoria, almost had to withdraw from college at the University of Hawaiʻi to help support the family as they struggled to keep their father’s business afloat.13 She graduated a little later than expected but was able to finish her education online. As Victoria noted about this sudden responsibility for managing the family business,

I think I would have liked to have my own business when I created it. You slowly go with it, but the thing was running and going full speed, and I didn’t know what the heck I was doing. So I think that was the pressure. My dad is now deported. My mom has had back surgery; she’s injured, so she doesn’t work. I have my brother and my sister, so I have all four of them on my plate all of a sudden. And my dad had always been the one to solve problems. My mom was always like, “We have a dentist appointment. Fill out these forms for me.” Normal Hispanic child, right? And my dad was always the one that I used to run to when I had issues. And suddenly my safety net is just gone. So I think it was really hard for me when that happened because suddenly I was the one to make the decisions and have all the responsibilities.14

Andres Magaña Ortiz’s journey took him to the municipal city of Morelia, México, to a village called El Rincon de Don Pedro, Michoacán, where he had once lived before coming to the United States. Magaña Ortiz will remain in México until he is reunited with his family back in Hawaiʻi, a place they consider home. As Magaña Ortiz shared before he left, “I love this country and I love these islands. If I have to leave, it’s going to be hard on everyone.”15 The separation of Andres from his wife and children left them with an urgent sense of fear and uncertainty. They said their goodbyes at home so that the younger children did not have to go to the airport and be further subjected to the trauma of seeing their father leave. For Victoria, it was all surreal. She shared, “After so much fight that we went through, for it to just end like this. I mean, it’s not necessarily the ending, but it is hard to see him go.” She added, “We’re still fighting to get him back here.”16

Political Context in Contemporary Hawaiʻi

Andres Magaña Ortiz’s story and that of his family speak to the current political situation around immigration in Hawaiʻi and across the continental United States. What makes his story both powerful and tragic is that Magaña Ortiz was not the exaggerated racial stereotype of a “criminal” that Trump had suggested was invading the United States. Rather, he was a husband, father, and business owner who contributed to the social and economic prosperity of Hawaiʻi’s Kona coffee industry. Andres’s daughter Victoria was also disheartened at how her father was categorized as a criminal and deported because of a previous charge of driving under the influence (DUI). Under the law, his DUI was enough to start deportation proceedings, despite having an exemplary record as a long-time resident of Hawaiʻi. Victoria remarked, “If my dad, being so loved here and being a workaholic and he’s still justified as a criminal for a mistake that he did, who else are you putting into these things [categories]? Are they getting traffic tickets? They’re not supposed to just take your life away like that.”17

Despite the outpouring of legal and political support in Hawaiʻi and the aloha (love and inclusion) Magaña Ortiz received from the various communities mentioned, under the Trump administration, he was ordered to leave. There was no consideration of the benefit his contributions were making to the state and his local community. Rather, because he is Mexican and undocumented—not by his choice—and subject to the racism of the justice system, he was forcibly removed from his family, friends, and longtime home to a place he no longer knows.18 His story reminds us of how poorly the United States has treated its citizens, whether legally documented or not. It is likely there were many conservative settlers in Hawaiʻi who applauded his deportation because they deem Latinx people a threat. However, there was a huge outpouring of support and aloha from the larger community who understood the humanity of his case and sought to support Magaña Ortiz through calls, petitions, and other means. Although he had to leave Hawaiʻi, his story and legacy resonate with me in terms of what it means to be Latinx in Hawaiʻi today in a national climate of increasing xenophobia and racism toward immigrants. I say this as someone who has been privileged to come to Hawaiʻi for more than twenty years, spending that time living, building intimate ties with the Latinx communities, and nurturing my existing networks of hānai and chosen family, friends, and colleagues who identify as Native Hawaiian, local, haole, and/or transplants to the islands. My observations reveal that although Hawaiʻi has long been a place known for its aloha, this seminal Hawaiian concept is being tested by the growing racist, xenophobic tide that is washing upon Hawaiʻi’s shores from outsiders, both haole and non-Native settlers.19

It is here that I turn to what Magaña Ortiz’s story represents to the larger Latinx community in Hawaiʻi, which has been the growing xenophobia and racism that is being fueled by the larger national climate through popular discourse in the media, writers, pundits, scholars, and politicians. This sentiment reveals the ever-present tension in Hawaiʻi that is now more visible because of the infectious nature of racism and white supremacy. At the same time, I am also mindful of the ways that Kānaka Maoli continue to be dispossessed and displaced from their homeland within a settler colonial system. They must also be included in this conversation, since Latinx migration is made possible through the suppression of Native Hawaiian self-governance. Seen by most residents as recent migrants or newcomers, the Latinx population of Hawaiʻi is increasing in numbers, but that growth is also hidden in plain sight. Due in part to Hawaiʻi’s already historically mixed population that also includes Pacific Islanders and Asians among other racial and ethnic groups, the Latinx population is often mistaken as “local” in Hawaiʻi depending on the context.20

Though increasing with new migrations, the Latinx population is not new to the Hawaiian Islands. On the contrary, Latinxs have been voyaging to the Hawaiian archipelago for 190 years, yet their presence has been rendered invisible by the tourist industry and within the larger local population. Aloha Compadre demonstrates what historian Evelyn Hu-DeHart also notes about Asians in Latin America, that these histories are hidden in plain view. There is no single, monolithic story to explain migration, and Latinx movements to Hawaiʻi and the larger Pacific region are as varied as the cultures that fall under the umbrella term Latinx.21 A small but steady flow of migration has occurred since the early 1830s; this has been both interrupted at times and inconsistent. Their roots, however, remain, as they were part of the first groups of foreigners who came during the reign of the Kamehamehas.22

As the first full-length study of the Latinx population in Hawaiʻi, in Aloha Compadre I offer the following: (1) I reveal how the Latinx population of Hawaiʻi is not a new phenomenon but a 190-plus-year journey of migration and intercultural community and identity building; (2) I expand our notion of how we understand and view la frontera (the borderlands) to include the ocean as a site of movement beyond terrestrial regions, which challenges us to see the continuous diaspora of Latinxs that spans globally across oceanic spaces; and (3) I explore how the Latinx population in Hawaiʻi has experienced both acceptance and aloha in their new home and also racism and “being racialized” in a climate that is increasingly becoming xenophobic. And precisely within this context, I explore how their acceptance or marginalization has occurred from the independent Hawaiian Kingdom to the twenty-first century, which seems to be contingent on their contributions, including but not limited to economic and cultural ones. My project analyzes how these experiences complicate the dominant narrative of Hawaiʻi as a multiracial utopia, an image shaped by early and contemporary writers who visited the islands. Aloha Compadre also documents the changing political climate in Hawaiʻi up to the early twenty-first century and how the Latinx population navigates the current tides of immigration policies, racism and xenophobia, and interracial relationships as they seek to build their communities and find a sense of belonging in the diaspora.

This is the story of the predominantly Spanish-speaking Latinx communities of Hawaiʻi and the social, political, and economic forces that influenced their migration thousands of miles across the Pacific for nearly two centuries. Similar to what anthropologist Sara V. Komarnisky has documented about the historical migrations of Mexicans to Alaska, the same can be said of Latinx migrations to Hawaiʻi in that “in some cases, the process of putting down roots requires mobility.”23 It is why there is both a large and rising Latinx population in Hawaiʻi. Rather than focus on a continual historic-to-contemporary timeline of migration and community formation, I will focus on four pivotal moments when the Latinx population came to Hawaiʻi, from the era of the independent Hawaiian Kingdom in the 1830s to the early 2000s. These four pivotal moments all center on the labor of specific Latinx communities throughout the islands: (1) Mexicans in the 1830s, (2) Puerto Ricans in the early 1900s, (3) Mexicans and Central Americans in the 1990s, and (4) Mexicans and Central Americans in the early 2000s. I suggest that Latinx migration in these four moments was vital to the continuing legacy of specific industries in Hawaiʻi, including cattle ranching, sugar cane, pineapple, Kona coffee, and macadamia nuts. Indeed, the need for labor was one of the primary reasons Latinxs came to Hawaiʻi, but it did not define them as such. Others came as small business owners, students, or the military.

While labor was the impetus for Latinx migrations in these episodic moments, I look at the lives of my Latinx interviewees using a more complex approach to demonstrate that they are more than just workers.24 I focus on the stories I uncovered while doing archival and ethnographic research and the oral testimonies of individuals who were gracious enough to share their stories with me. Their stories are central to this study and bring to life the human element of these moments. For me, it is important to hear the stories of those who labored in these industries, humanize them, and examine how they adapted to their new home and found ways to develop their identities and communities in the diaspora within a Pacific Island context. Their stories illustrate the hopes, dreams, disappointments, and challenges of the Latinx population by providing insight into what we can learn about migration, adaptation and belonging, and cultural multiplicity in Hawaiʻi. These stories also provide meaningful interpretations of historical events from the perspectives of those who lived through them. They help us understand why those moments mattered to both the interviewees and historical figures who left behind a written record.

Excerpted from "Aloha Compadre: Latinxs in Hawaiʻi," used with permission from Rutgers University Press., www.rutgersuniversitypress.org. (c) Rudy P. Guevarra Jr.


RUDY P. GUEVARRA JR. is professor of Asian Pacific American studies in the School of Social Transformation at Arizona State University. He is the author of Becoming Mexipino: Multiethnic Identities and Communities in San Diego (Rutgers University Press), and coeditor of Beyond Ethnicity: New Politics of Race in Hawaiʻi.

Exclusive Excerpt: Our Otherness is Our Strength: Wisdom from the Boogie Down Bronx by Andrea Navedo

Latinx in Publishing is pleased to exclusively reveal a chapter from Our Otherness is Our Strength: Wisdom from the Boogie Down Bronx by Andrea Navedo, best known as Xiomara from The CW's Jane the Virgin.

Andrea Navedo didn't get to see many positive portrayals of Latinas in the media growing up. So when she had the chance to play a starring role on Jane the Virgin, a role that cast her as a complex, flawed, and genuine Latina single mother, she jumped all over the opportunity.

Now, she shares bits of her story of growing up in "da South Bronx—boogie down, burning"—to inspire young people who grew up like she did and who, after being counted out, still strive to succeed.

Expanding on her beloved commencement address to DeWitt Clinton High School and other speeches, Navedo offers the pithy, ghetto-honest, and at times laugh-out-loud funny lessons she learned from surviving abusive relationships, dealing with repeated rejection, and eventually triumphing in the entertainment industry. From how to listen compassionately to your own internal dialogue, to why fame and validation may not make you feel better about yourself, to how to never play the victim, she provides notes from life's trenches, the trenches of the South Bronx. She shows how the outer and inner challenges of what popular culture deems the horrors of places like the Bronx can instead be the very factors that bring out our superpowers.


Discover Your Roots

. . . when I was eleven my parents sent me to Puerto Rico to spend the summer with my other grandma, Grandma Benny. I went all by myself on a plane and I got to sit by the window! It was incredible to be in the air looking down at NYC, the Empire State Building, the Statue of Liberty, and the towers of the World Trade Center. The city looked like a miniature toy set and everyone looked like ants. As we ascended, we eventually flew past a layer of white fluffy clouds and spent most of the flight above them. It was weird; it made the world feel upside down. I had never had this point of view before. As we flew, I gazed out of the window and imagined myself outside, jumping on top of those clouds, like on a trampoline, bouncing from one cloud to another or lazily lounging on top of one and ripping off a piece of fluffy cloud to eat like cotton candy. The stewardesses (that’s what we called them back then) were super sweet. They would check on me from time to time to see if I wanted or needed anything. They asked if I wanted to eat breakfast and one of the options was pancakes. Woohoo, had I died and gone to heaven? Of course, I wanted breakfast and yes, “I’ll have the pancakes please!” I was so excited. This trip to Puerto Rico was turning out to be great! Then—record scratch—the pancakes arrived and I disappointedly discovered what the term “airplane food” meant.

Three hours later, we approached the beautiful island of Borinquen. (I learned that Borinquen was what the original native inhabitants, the Taínos, called the island, before it was invaded by Spain. Hence why people from the island refer to themselves as Boricua.) Soaring above the lush tropical landscape, I caught my first glimpse of the calm turquoise waters of Puerto Rico. Wow! I had never seen water that color. Hugging along the coastline and cruising above the palm trees I could see why its other name was La Isla del Encanto (The Isle of Enchantment), because it was so beautiful.

Once off the plane I was escorted to the terminal to meet my grandmother. I had no idea how we were going to find her because I didn’t know what she looked like. The last time I had seen her was probably when I was a baby when she was still living in NYC. Eventually we found her, along with my step-grandfather and my teenage aunt Patti. It was weird meeting them. They were complete strangers to me. Grandma Benny was blonde and had blue eyes and looked like my father. I knew my father was Puerto Rican, with white skin, light brown hair, and blue eyes, but I thought he was an anomaly—adopted or something. All the other Hispanic people I knew were dark. But there she was, this white woman who spoke Spanish and who hugged me like I was her long-lost child. As she bear-hugged me, I flinched in pain because in between us, digging into my belly, was a gift for grandma that I held in my arms. It was from my dad, an old-fashioned wooden coffee grinder, the kind that has an ornately designed cast-iron wheel that needs to be manually operated to grind the coffee. Her eyes lit up. She seemed very pleased.

We finally arrived at her house. My grandmother proudly told me that she and her husband had built the house themselves. They had immigrated to New York years back and busted their asses working, with the plan to save enough money to move back to Puerto Rico and build a home. And that’s exactly what they did. It was a humble home but it was nice. The neighborhood smelled like fresh-baked bread and, in the distance, roosters crowed almost constantly. Hold up! Shut the front door! Roosters crowing? At this hour? It was the afternoon! What were they doing crowing during the day? Everyone knows that roosters crow at the crack of dawn to wake everyone up. Nature’s alarm clock. That’s what I learned watching Mister Rogers’ Neighborhood on TV. TV was the original homeschooling if you were from the hood. We didn’t have roosters back in The Bronx. Mister Rogers said they crow at dawn. Head scratch. It got me thinking— Mister Rogers, a white man, could be wrong?

The house was situated in a suburb of San Juan with a weird-sounding name, Bayamòn. I learned that was another Indigenous name. I had only just arrived and was already learning so much. I learned that “airplane food” means “bad food,” that Puerto Rico was originally inhabited by an Indigenous people called Taínos who called the island Boriquen, that roosters crow any time of day, basically whenever they feel like it, that white people can speak Spanish, and white people don’t know everything or white people can be wrong. Interesting.

That evening Grandma Benny served the most amazing meal. One I will never forget. She made sancocho. She said it was my father’s favorite dish. Sancocho is a hearty stew made of tender chunks of beef, chicken, and/or pork, with root vegetables like yucca, sweet potato, plantains, and more. She served it along with white fluffy rice and slices of aguacate (avocado). It was the most flavorful, satisfying, and comforting meal I had ever had in my life. I felt like I had died and gone to heaven. Especially after that “airplane food” experience. I ate that sancocho like there was no tomorrow. I could see the pride and pleasure in my grandmother’s eyes as I devoured that stew. She loved watching me eat with such gusto. She didn’t take her eyes off of me. Finally, I came up for air. I was pretty full. I leaned back, put my spoon down, and opened the top button of my shorts. Well, the look that came over Grandma Benny’s face. Pleasure turned to a look of dismay in two seconds flat. Grandma Benny immediately picked up that spoon and started to feed me like a baby. She said kids were starving in China, and that I had to finish everything on my plate. She kept scooping and shoveling it into my mouth until that huge bowl was empty. I could barely move. I could literally feel the food at the top of my throat. I was afraid to move for fear of it coming out. I carefully, ever so carefully, got up, sat down on the couch, opened my shorts completely, and didn’t move for hours.

Grandma Benny had served me a man-size bowl of sancocho, probably the same amount she would’ve served my dad. I was very skinny, didn’t weigh more than seventy pounds, and I’m sure she was determined to get some fat on my bones before she sent me back home to NYC.

Like I mentioned, the neighborhood smelled like bread because a few blocks away was a panaderia—a bakery. The bakery made bread all day long and the smell in the area was intoxicating. My first morning, at 7 a.m., Grandma and I went to the bakery to buy a loaf of pan de agua or “water bread.” Pan de agua is a long loaf of white bread. It has a hard and crispy crust with a fluffy airy center. When we got home Grandma asked if I wanted breakfast. I enthusiastically said yes, having discovered this woman was a queen in the kitchen. Ten minutes later she called me to breakfast and placed in front of me a cup of café con leche (coffee with milk) and a slice of pan de agua with a slathering of butter in the center. I was amazed that she was serving me coffee. I thought only adults could have it. It made me feel grown up. I took a sip of the coffee and it was delicious, better than hot cocoa. I then excitedly took my first bite of pan de agua and nearly fell out of my chair in ecstasy. It was warm, crispy, tender, and literally melted in my mouth. I was enraptured. I basically inhaled it and immediately asked for seconds. Grandma Benny smiled, then served me another slice. I inhaled that one too and quickly asked for thirds. But this time she said no, a surprise since she seemed to derive such joy from shoveling food into my mouth. She said the rest of the bread was for Grandpa and Patti but, if I wanted, I could have a whole loaf to myself next time if I went by myself in the mornings to pick up the bread. Bet grandma, I’m down with that!

One day grandma’s brother stopped by the house in his pickup truck. He looked like the male version of Grandma Benny, but he had a somewhat weathered look. He looked strong, with broad shoulders and big calloused hands. He lived and worked on the family farm. I had no idea my family had a farm!

In the back of the truck were big burlap sacks filled to the top with beans. All kinds of beans—black, red, kidney, and coffee beans. He had come by to bring her some of the beans he had harvested. He proceeded to unload the sacks and put them on the patio. After some chitchat in Spanish he left and grandma turned to me and asked if I wanted a cup of coffee. Since arriving to Puerto Rico I had become a real coffee addict. The coffee grandma made was so so good! It was like dessert, so of course I said yes!

“Okay, entonces ayudame,” Grandma said. “Help me carry the coffee beans to the back patio.” She took an empty burlap sack, laid it out on the patio floor in the sun, and then proceeded to show me how to spread the beans out on top of it. “Okay, we need to let it bake in the sun. Go and play.” About a half hour went by and Grandma yelled for me to come back. I thought she was calling me for my café con leche, but no. Instead she showed me how to rake the coffee beans and then sent me away again. This went on for hours. Every thirty minutes or so we raked the beans. Every so often she would bite into one of them to see if they were ready and every time she would say, “No, not ready.” Finally, after what seemed like forever, she took one last bite and announced, “Ya, they are ready. Búscame el coffee grinder that your Papi bought for me.” I ran to fetch it and she told me to sit down, hold it in my lap, place coffee beans inside the cast iron bowl, and crank the handle. Within a few minutes we had freshly ground coffee inside of the wooden drawer at the bottom of the grinder. It was so cool! She then said, “Okay, now I will make your café con leche,” and went inside the house.

I patiently sat waiting on the patio until she finally came out with the most amazing cup of coffee. It was hot, but not too hot. It was the perfect color of light caramel with a sweet, creamy, deep, smooth, almost chocolaty taste. Again I was in taste-bud heaven. To this day I still haven’t been able to duplicate that cup of coffee. It was a once-in-a-lifetime, unforgettable experience.

That month in Puerto Rico was one of the highlights of my childhood. I learned so much about my identity as a Puertoriqueña. My parents had originally offered the trip as an incentive for me to do well in school. However, my grades still sucked by the end of the school year. I thought for sure I wasn’t going get to go to Puerto Rico for the summer. Thankfully my parents sent me anyway. They most likely figured it would be good for me. They were right because eleven-year-old me got to go to the island of Puerto Rico! Borinquen! La Isla del Encanto! And finally feel some sense of belonging.

Excerpted from "Our Otherness is Our Strength: Wisdom from the Boogie Down Bronx," used with permission from Broadleaf Books., www.broadleafbooks.com. (c) Andrea Navedo


Andrea Navedo is a Bronx-born-and-raised Puerto Rican American actress best known for her role as Xiomara, a complex and genuine Latina, on The CW’s series Jane the Virgin, for which she received critical acclaim. She is dedicated to various charities, including A Place Called Home in South Central Los Angeles, and the Fresh Air Fund in New York City. Navedo has a passion for self-improvement, growth, and healing, and through her experiences seeks to help those who see themselves on the outside looking in. She and her family divide their time between their homes in Toronto and Connecticut. 

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Review and Excerpt: Our Ancestors Did Not Breathe This Air: A Collection of Poems

Note: The review and poems associated with this post majorly focus on author Ayse Guvenilir

Our Ancestors Did Not Breathe This Air is an anthology written by six Muslim women and it is about how they view culture, identity, womanhood, and so much more. Afeefah Khazi-Syed, Aleena Shabbir, Ayse Guvenilir, Maisha M. Prome, Mariam Dogar, and Marwa Abdulhai are a dynamic group of women of various backgrounds who met as undergrads at MIT. Not only do they share a love of STEM, but they also have a passion for poetry. Aside from their studies, they spent their days discussing their shared love of the art form and that love proved to be strong as even COVID-19 couldn’t deter them from continuing what they dub their “grounding medium.” 

The poems “when i think sunshine” and “comb through from root to end” are written by Ayse Guvenilir. Ayse Guvenilir was born in Austin, Texas to a Venezuelan mother and a Turkish father. When I read her poems, I found them to be relatable and very interactive, which added to the experience of her serene and powerful writing. On their website, Ayse says that she sees poetry as, “a form of writing that can surpass the bounds of what words are expected to be.” I truly believe readers will find that sentiment in her entries as well as in the poems of Afeefah, Aleena, Maisha, Mariam, and Marwa.

Reading “when i think sunshine” felt like I was reading about almost every memory I have of enjoying the summertime when I was a kid. Remembering those feelings of running around with my siblings and many cousins, enjoying the hot weather, and feeling like stress didn’t even exist during summer. With being written in haibun, a combination of prose and haiku, there was that added emphasis on those endless summer days that always ended as quickly as they started. Ayse perfectly captured that with the haiku at the conclusion, which only further showcases her strong writing style.

I found “comb through from root to end” to be another powerful entry, not just because of the message but also because of its format. Some lines are written to the left, some to the right, with the last few lines placed in the middle. It felt like I was moving my head back and forth between a conversation of people giving their perceived notions of a person, how they think someone should present themselves based on their identity (or identities), and almost making that person feel less than in terms of who they are. When the format ended in the middle, it felt like a powerful stop to the side comments. Like going in the middle and forging your own path in terms of who you are and who you want to be.

There are many other entries that are uniquely written in terms of format and various poetry styles, making them incredibly immersive. What’s also noteworthy about this collection is that some of the poems come with notes containing extra information, personal and not, about the entry. The additional knowledge makes them even more captivating because readers get to see the inspiration behind the story.

Our Ancestors Did Not Breathe This Air has many poems written by Ayse and her fellow co-authors that are incredibly immersive, captivating, and beautiful to read. They are multi-layered and there is always something to take away from their writing. It is a wonderful collection that contains their experiences and explorations into the many facets of their identity.


Enough

Ayse Guvenilir

I have never been where

I will never go stuck

in this house with a heavy ceiling

reaching for the truth of what

I was trying to do

with you when I said

that I had to go

book the next flight out

would they ever trust me

a gringa—as Abuela dutifully reminds me—

otherwise?

Not that

given the current state of affairs

they would ever trust anyone

outside of whom could fix

every one of their problems bringing

them light

in the middle of the night

it’s so hot

they can hear

their brain sweating feel

their sense slipping waiting

hours upon hours for gas shifts switching

in a car that is going to burn

anyways

the ground beneath my feet has never

felt more unstable than it feels right now

kids in CAGES the world AVOIDING

the humanitarian CRISIS—

like they avoid every crisis—

does anyone hear their cries into the echo

of the storage building

is it real? Does it matter?

How can I be

and not be saving

my home once-removed y

gente who I feel are my gente

bonded by lengua y risas y cultura

rooted in over exaggerations y bendiciones y

Dios te cuide y no te amo te adoro y

seemingly excessive abrazos y besos

that keep us whole.

Will I ever be enough

to save them all?

Enough: The two crises referenced are the immigration deportation and detainment along the border in the United States, and the continued political and economic hardships faced by many in Venezuela.

Excerpted from “Our Ancestors Did Not Breathe This Air: A Collection of Poems,” used with permission from Beltway Editions. (c) Ayse Guvenilir.


Ayse Angela Guvenilir was born in Austin into a family with a Turkish father, a Venezuelan mother, and three older brothers. Growing up in Texas, France, and various parts of upstate New York, Ayse has always used reading and writing for connection, reflection, and relaxation as she moved from place to place. She sees poetry in particular as a form of writing that can surpass the bounds of what words are expected to be, in turn connecting her with others. Ayse got her bachelor’s degree in biological engineering with a minor in creative writing from MIT and is currently a master’s student in the Biomechatronics Group at the MIT Media Lab. Through her work, Ayse aims to empathize, educate, and inspire, the way that the works of others have always done for her.

Melissa Gonzalez (she/her) is a UCLA graduate with a major in American Literature & Culture and a minor in Chicana/o & Central American Studies. She loves boba, horror movies, and reading. You can spot her in the fiction, horror/mystery/thriller, and young adult sections of bookstores. Though she is short, she feels as tall as her TBR pile. You can find Melissa on her book Instagram: @floralchapters

Exclusive Excerpt: Are We Ever Our Own

 

THE BALLAD OF TAM LIN

Before the oyster folk took him from me, my father gave me his fiddle and told me the story it carried. On the island, he said, there were two sisters. I didn’t know if he meant his island—cane and tobacco fields wracked by war—or Mam’s—sea cliffs and highland meadows emptied by famine—or one of the many islands where he’d lived. The crowded island city where he met Mam. Or maybe an island he’d never even been to. My father held his fiddle up so that it seemed to hover in the air between us. Two sisters, he said, one dark-haired and the other one fair and they both fell in love with the miller’s son.

I rolled my eyes. I hated stories about fair-haired sisters and miller’s sons. My father cuffed my ear to make me listen. You’ll like how this one goes, he told me. Both sisters loved the miller’s son, but he had eyes for the fairer one. I scoffed again, but he just smiled. The smile that always made our audience—no matter what town we were in, how small, how ragged, how hungry they were for food other than flour and lard cakes—lean in and listen. The smile that told them he didn’t care how side-eyed the townsfolk had first looked at him, at Mam and him together, at Mrs. Zhao leading her wagon, her daughter June behind her. The smile that said, if they just listened, if they just waited, he’d give them some-thing as fine as stacks of cash-not-company-scrip, as the right amount of rain, as an answer to these hard times that wouldn’t end. I waited for him, just like his smile told me to, just like every audience always did.

My father said the miller’s son only wanted the fairer sister, so the dark-haired one went for a walk with her sister to the furthest point of their island. They passed palm groves and sea grape, walked until they were at the cliff’s very edge. Then the dark-haired sister pushed the fair one over the cliff and down into the waves.

My father paused and raised his eyebrows, as if daring me to stop him, knowing I wouldn’t now. Stories about

miller’s sons and fair sisters never went this way. The fair sister almost always died—on a riverbed or beneath a willow, run through by a saber, dropped by poison wine, or mad in an asylum like Cecilia Valdés—but never by her own sister’s will. My father said the waves swept the fair sister out to sea. Fight as she did, clawing at water, kicking at waves, she sunk beneath the surface. The sea tugged her and carried her and stole her final breath. The sea pulled her deep. Sharks fed on her ribs, shrimp clung to her fingernails, until she was just a body, not a sister anymore and no longer fair.

Finally, the waves spit her back up. A wandering musician found her washed ashore and he didn’t run away or call the priest or the mayor. The wanderer knelt down beside the mound of bones and hair.

My father asked me what I thought the wanderer did and I shook my head. I didn’t know.

The wanderer picked up her finger bones, my father said, and he cut off her long, fair hair. He plucked her sternum from between her ribs and, because he was in need of it, he made a fiddle out of her. Her finger bones became the fiddle pegs, her hair the long bow strings, her white sternum the fiddle bridge.

Then my father handed me his fiddle, which he’d never before let me touch. We’d just crossed the border from Oregon to Washington, and were camped outside a logging town. The mud streets were empty, everyone deep in the woods sawing down cedar and sitka, the ground too wet for our wagons to move through and the rain too hard for even us to play a show in. I crouched on my bunk, tucked in a corner of our wagon. The rain beat down on the canvas tent above us, but it was warm inside. We’d start off again as soon as it was dry, searching for a town with people in it, though what kind of people and what they might ask of us, we never knew.

The pegs of my father’s fiddle were deeply concaved, paper-thin in the middle and a pale yellow like old teeth, with hair-strand-wide dark cracks running over them. The bridge was the same color as the pegs, almost translucent in its delicacy. Since I could remember, I’d wanted to hold his fiddle: to trace the flor de mariposa and banana flowers carved across the back, to touch the wood stained almost black around the f-holes and deep red on the edges where it was constantly touched.

No matter what role he took in our show, my father always played his fiddle. He’d play a fast song at the beginning to rile up the crowd and a sad song at the end because everyone wants a lonesome ending. It brings the audience back again, hopeful they didn’t remember right, that we’ll give them the right ending the next time around. Though my father could play any instrument you could name, the fiddle was his favorite. But when he handed it to me in our muggy wagon—the horses chewing oats out of their feed box, Mam curled around him in their bunk, braiding the fringes on his jacket sleeve—I didn’t question that I should get it. I had wanted it, had wanted the sound it made, the catch and pluck, its power to mold a crowd, to decide how

well we would eat, how long we would stay by this mill or that farmstead. I had wanted the fiddle for what felt like an unimaginably long time. Back then, in our tent, steam rising off the horses and mixing with Mam’s wordless hum, I would have used the word forever.

I didn’t know how young I was. Didn’t doubt what was owed me. Now, I wonder if my father gave me his fiddle because he knew something I didn’t. If he had an idea of what would happen when we reached the oyster town we were headed towards. If he could scent some particular danger in the combination of mud, sea, and sawed cedar, and he gave me what mattered most to him. Offered me his fiddle for safe-keeping, heedless of my clumsy, too-small hands.

My father asked me what I thought the fiddle in the story sounded like. I was still holding his fiddle up in the air as he had handed it to me, not yet believing I could pull it close. When the wanderer first played the fiddle he’d made of the sister’s bones and hair? What was the song? I couldn’t speak, I shook my head again. Finally, I eased the fiddle down into my lap and traced its carvings: the flor de mariposa petals, the spider—intricate as a thousand I’d seen—perched on the flower’s stem.

The fiddle sounded like the wind, my father said. The wind off the sea that carried the sister away, like the water dragging her under and spitting her back a heap of scraps, like the fishes that eat drowned girls. The fiddle sounded like the dark-haired one pushing her only sister off a cliff and the sound the dark-haired one made when she did what she thought she’d wanted and the sea carried her sister away. The fiddle sounded like the dark-haired sister’s cruel heart, like her broken heart. Like the wind too, and like the rain that fell on her sister when she was only bones for a wanderer to comb through.

I nodded. He was right. That was how my father’s fiddle sounded.

Excerpted from "The Ballad of Tam Lin," published in Are We Ever Our Own, copyright May 24, 2022 by Gabrielle Lucille Fuentes, BOA Editions, Ltd., www.boaeditions.org.


Gabrielle Lucille Fuentes is the author of Are We Ever Our Own, winner of the BOA Short Fiction Prize, and the novel The Sleeping World (Touchstone-Simon & Schuster, 2016). She has received fellowships from Hedgebrook, Willapa Bay Artists in Residency, Yaddo, the Millay Colony, Lighthouse Works, and the Blue Mountain Center. Her work has appeared in New England Review, The Common, One Story, Cosmonauts Avenue, Slice, Pank, NANO Fiction, Western Humanities Review, and elsewhere. She holds a BA from Brown University, an MFA from the University of Colorado, Boulder, and a Ph.D. from the University of Georgia. She grew up in a Cuban-Irish-American family in Wisconsin. She is an Assistant Professor at the University of Maryland where she teaches creative writing and Latinx literature

Exclusive Excerpt: Charlie Hernández & the Golden Dooms by Ryan Calejo

Inspired by Hispanic folklore, legends, and myths from the Iberian Peninsula and Central and South America, this third book in the Charlie Hernández series follows Charlie as he fights against an army of the dead.

After hitchhiking across Central and South America to rescue the Witch Queen and face off against La Mano Peluda, Charlie Hernández is pretty much grounded for life. But after all he's been through, some quiet time at home with his parents might be nice. Though it would be better if he didn't have to share his room with his obnoxiously perfect cousin Raúl, who's staying with them.

But quiet is hard to come by when you're the fifth and final morphling, and it's not long before death walks back into Charlie's life. Or at least, the dead do, starting with a mysterious young calaca who corners him at school, dropping cryptic hints about trouble brewing in the 305. With the League of Shadows focused on repairing fractured alliances and tracking gathering armies, this one's up to Charlie to solve.

Following the clues only leads to more questions, and not even teenage investigative journalist extraordinaire Violet Rey can figure out how a sudden rooster infestation, earthquakes, missing persons, and a pet-napping gang of lizard-men--whom Charlie doesn't recognize from any legend--are all connected. Most concerning of all is when they learn a map has been stolen that reveals the locations of the Golden Dooms, the twelve ancient calaca watchmen who form the magical barrier between the realms.

To stop the impending invasion, Charlie and Violet must outwit an ancient evil and unravel the most sinister of schemes. That is, unless they'd rather watch the Land of the Living get overrun by the dead.


Exclusive excerpt from Charlie Hernández & the Golden Dooms:

V and I stashed our bikes between the pair of big, stinky, rusted-out dumpsters at the corner, and then all three of us slipped into the trees, edging our way through saw grass and shadows until we were about twenty yards from the back of Pierre’s. A large green cargo truck with a canvas top and huge mud tires was backed up maybe five yards from the small loading bay door. The suspicious-looking dude we’d seen inside the shop was helping two other suspicious-looking dudes (these with a little less neck and a lot more hair) load something like boxes into the rear of the truck. Thick black cloths were draped over the boxes, which made it impossible to tell what they were or what was inside. The whole thing practically screamed ILLEGAL ACTIVITY UNDERWAY— AVERT YOUR EYES! 

“We have to get a closer look,” Violet whispered. And so we crouched in the tall grass, swatting at mosquitoes and moths, waiting for the three dudes to finish. 

When they finally did and had disappeared back into the store, we snuck up alongside the truck—on the opposite side—then quickly climbed into the back. The canvas curtains were so thick that they blocked out every scrap of moonlight, but Violet already had her phone out, the harsh white cone of her flashlight app illuminating the boxes we’d watched them load in. There were about ten of them, stacked two high and five deep. But the weirdest part? They seemed to be making the strangest sounds: I could just make out faint panting and sniffing, and some small, soft scratching sounds. 

“What do you think’s in ’em?” asked Raúl, sounding very much the part of a soon-to-be victim in some scary movie. 

“Let’s find out,” answered Violet, sounding like the very first victim. But when she lifted one of the covers, all we could do was gape. 

“A . . . golden retriever?” whispered Raúl, frowning. 

“And a Russian blue,” said V, peeking underneath another. 

So we peeked under maybe five or six more, and that was exactly what we kept finding: more dogs and cats. (Oh, and a hamster the size of a turkey.) 

Raúl, his eyes all big and round and shiny, glanced up at me. “Can we keep one?” he whispered. 

“What? No. Well—” I glanced at Violet. “Maybe?” 

“They’re not ours to keep,” she said. “Check it out. . . . They’re all wearing collars. They’re all somebody’s pets.” 

“But why would those guys have so many pets?” I rasped. I mean, I’m a huge animal lover and all. In fact, I’m part animal. But geez . . . 

“I don’t think they do,” Violet said. “Look at the collars again. All different owners.” 

She was right. In the glow of her phone, I could see five different tags, and all five had different addresses and different phone numbers. 

“So, what, then?” I said. “They’re a petnapping ring posing as an antique shop? These people are sick!” Honestly, that was the only thing that made any sense to me. The question was: What could any of this possibly have to do with Esperanza’s sister? 

Next thing, Violet was opening one of the cages. A cat’s. Its collar read Kitty Purry in swirling golden letters. 

The blue-furred kitty blinked and its eyes sparkled, and it purred appreciatively as Violet brought it out of the cold shadows of the cage.

“Hey, what are you doing?” I whispered, and Violet said, “I know this address. . . .” 

I shook my head. “Whose is it?” 

“Not sure, but I’m positive I’ve seen it before. Like, onehundo.” The cat purred again, louder this time. And now I watched Violet’s lips pull down into a frown. “Where’s Raúl?” she hissed. 

“Huh?” I glanced left, right, left, spun all the way around, in fact—and realized my cousin had flat vanished on us. Like poof! “Where the heck did he go?”

Just then I heard a click. Somewhere close by, a door banged open. Then came the sound of voices. And then of footsteps—approaching footsteps! 

“Someone’s coming!” whispered Violet. “Go, go!” 

We hurried out the rear of the truck, climbing backward down the tailgate, and had barely started to turn around when we ran into something—or rather, someone. 

And, unfortunately, it wasn’t my cousin. . . . 

“Hello, snoopers,” a voice whispered by my ear.

I didn’t need to turn around. 

I recognized it. 

And I recognized it because I’d just heard it. 

Then Mr. Sospechoso—aka the suspicious weirdo from inside the shop—wrapped me up in his bulky arms, lifting me off my feet even as I kicked and twisted, trying to wiggle free. 

Next to me, one of the other goons we’d seen helping him grabbed Violet. She struggled and screamed, and the cat leapt from her arms with a loud meoooow! to scamper underneath the truck.

“VIOLET!” I shouted. Then, yanking one arm free, I twisted around, already rearing back to pop this petnapping punk square on the nose— 

Only what I saw when I finally got all the way around nearly made me swallow my tongue! (And a couple of teeth, too . . .) 

What I’d expected to see—duh—was a human face. But what I actually saw was something else entirely. Up close, the best (and kindest) way to describe it was humanish . . . except there was waaay more ish mixed in there than I was completely comfortable with. The skin on the sides of his face and under his chin was scaly, greenish, and bonedry, like a crocodile’s. His nose, which had just looked a little busted from across the shop, was, in fact, upturned, U-shaped, and rounded at the end, sort of like a shovel. A few long, crooked teeth (too big to be human, too sharp and serrated to be fake) stuck down over his lower lip, and I could hear this totally creepy, rattlesnake-like hiss rising from deep inside his throat. But the freakiest thing about him? No doubt about it, his eyes! They were greenish, yellowish, and black, with dark vertical slits for pupils. Those are the eyes of a reptile, I thought numbly. The eyes of a PREDATOR! 

Resisting the temptation to go all Little Red Riding Hood and shout, “GRANNY, WHAT FREAKY EYES YOU HAVE!” I swung my head around and saw that his buddy (the one who’d grabbed Violet) had the same weird skin and the same reptilian eyes! Call me thick, call me slow—call me whatever you wanna call me!—but it was slowly beginning to dawn on me that these guys weren’t exactly human . . .

Panic rose like a hot-air balloon in my throat. But not just because we were outmuscled, outarmed, and completely outsized. But because I didn’t have the slightest clue what the heck these things even were! When I was growing up, my abuelita had taught me hundreds, if not thousands, of myths from all over the Spanish- and Portuguese-speaking world. She’d taught me them in order to protect me, knowing that one day I’d probably run into a few. And it had worked, too. Her stories had saved my life more times than I’d ever admit. (Especially to my mom, because she freaks out about stuff like that . . .) But now, as I took a panicky nosedive into the ocean of my hippocampus, searching through murky memories for stories of croc people, of walking, talking alligator monsters, I came back up with a big fat nada burger. Nothing! Which of course begged the question: Had my grandma never heard of these things? Had she forgotten about them? Or—and maybe most concerning of all—had she not told me about them on purpose? 

“What are we gonna do with ’em?” asked one of the goons—er, croc things. ‘

“Exactly what Mr. C would want us to . . . ,” answered the croc thing currently squeezing me like his favorite stuffed teddy. “Make ’em disappear.”


Ryan Calejo is the author of the Charlie Hernández series. He was born and raised in south Florida, where he graduated from the University of Miami with a BA. He teaches swimming to elementary school students, chess to middle school students, and writing to high school students. Having been born into a family of immigrants and growing up in the so-called “Capital of Latin America,” Ryan knows the importance of diversity in our communities and is passionate about writing books that children of all ethnicities can relate to.